1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Watch any video online with Open-SUBTITLES Free Browser extension: osdb.link/ext 2 00:00:17,117 --> 00:00:24,559 (♪♪♪) 3 00:00:39,541 --> 00:00:43,174 NICOLE: Let go. Let go, let go. 4 00:00:43,176 --> 00:00:45,878 Let, go, let go. 5 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:48,948 !Let go, let go, let go, let go. 6 00:00:48,950 --> 00:00:52,350 !Let go, let go, let go, let go. 7 00:00:52,352 --> 00:00:54,187 Are you ready to wake up? 8 00:00:56,356 --> 00:01:03,831 (♪♪♪) 9 00:01:19,781 --> 00:01:24,349 NARRATOR: Kurt Gödel once wrote in any universe described 10 00:01:24,351 --> 00:01:29,956 by the theory of relativity, time cannot exist. 11 00:01:29,958 --> 00:01:34,459 Its conclusion is that if relativity theory is valid, 12 00:01:34,461 --> 00:01:38,129 intuitive time disappears. 13 00:01:38,131 --> 00:01:40,633 In a world without time, 14 00:01:40,635 --> 00:01:44,572 he threw a wrench in the foundations of physics. 15 00:01:45,740 --> 00:01:47,773 Gödel showed that if we were living 16 00:01:47,775 --> 00:01:50,610 in a rotating universe, 17 00:01:50,612 --> 00:01:54,749 this universe could create loops in time. 18 00:01:59,486 --> 00:02:03,223 SEAN: It was there. 19 00:02:08,362 --> 00:02:11,530 JESSE: I am wide awake for the first time. 20 00:02:11,532 --> 00:02:13,333 I feel like I've been fucking reborn. 21 00:02:14,969 --> 00:02:16,167 What do you really know 22 00:02:16,169 --> 00:02:17,705 about the world that you live in? 23 00:02:19,607 --> 00:02:22,440 (INDISTINCT CHATTER IN BACKGROUND) 24 00:02:22,442 --> 00:02:29,917 (♪♪♪) 25 00:02:33,153 --> 00:02:35,988 I know, I'm fine with what I know 26 00:02:35,990 --> 00:02:37,990 about the world that I live in. 27 00:02:37,992 --> 00:02:40,526 I don't need to know any more about the world that I live in. 28 00:02:40,528 --> 00:02:42,360 I don't need to go in the future to learn more about 29 00:02:42,362 --> 00:02:44,329 the world that I live in. I'm fine with this. 30 00:02:44,331 --> 00:02:45,363 Okay, be fine with it. 31 00:02:45,365 --> 00:02:47,066 What's it feel like? 32 00:02:47,068 --> 00:02:48,701 What's what feel like? 33 00:02:48,703 --> 00:02:50,235 - What's it feel like? - The time travel business. 34 00:02:50,237 --> 00:02:51,604 (EXHALES) 35 00:02:51,606 --> 00:02:52,805 At first you're gonna feel like you're gonna puke, right? 36 00:02:52,807 --> 00:02:54,540 But after that it just swallows you. 37 00:02:54,542 --> 00:02:56,307 - Swallows you? - Swallows you whole. 38 00:02:56,309 --> 00:02:57,375 What do you mean swallows you? 39 00:02:57,377 --> 00:02:58,811 As in, the middle of your head opens up 40 00:02:58,813 --> 00:03:00,412 like Pac-Man and just eats you from the inside out. 41 00:03:00,414 --> 00:03:01,413 - Sounds terrible. - Extreme heat. 42 00:03:01,415 --> 00:03:02,682 - Sounds terrible. - Extreme cold. 43 00:03:02,684 --> 00:03:03,716 - It's not terrible. - It sounds awful. 44 00:03:03,718 --> 00:03:04,950 I'm just saying it's all I remember, okay? 45 00:03:04,952 --> 00:03:05,718 It's all I remember. 46 00:03:05,720 --> 00:03:07,185 Next thing I know, I'm there. 47 00:03:07,187 --> 00:03:07,922 - You're there? - JESSE: Mhmm. 48 00:03:09,657 --> 00:03:11,356 Have I ever fucking lied to you? 49 00:03:11,358 --> 00:03:12,323 - Ever? - SEAN: No, no. 50 00:03:12,325 --> 00:03:13,291 It's like going to space, 51 00:03:13,293 --> 00:03:14,760 but not being able to leave the show. 52 00:03:14,762 --> 00:03:16,595 Right, 'cause I've been to fucking space before. 53 00:03:16,597 --> 00:03:18,597 Why are you being like that? 54 00:03:18,599 --> 00:03:20,735 Also, lower your voice, very loud. 55 00:03:22,269 --> 00:03:23,368 How long were you there for? 56 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:24,904 I don't know, 48 hours, something like that, 57 00:03:24,906 --> 00:03:26,605 - give or take. - Give or take what? 58 00:03:26,607 --> 00:03:28,808 Everybody's chemical makeup is different, I don't know, 59 00:03:28,810 --> 00:03:30,375 you're bigger than me, you're different than me, 60 00:03:30,377 --> 00:03:32,279 you know? Some come back sooner. 61 00:03:33,380 --> 00:03:34,749 Jesus Christ! 62 00:03:37,384 --> 00:03:38,684 What? 63 00:03:38,686 --> 00:03:40,318 Stop, why are you fucking looking over there? 64 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:41,587 I can't fucking believe. 65 00:03:41,589 --> 00:03:43,055 You look weird, I just looked for one second. 66 00:03:43,057 --> 00:03:44,456 You look over there for 10 fucking seconds 67 00:03:44,458 --> 00:03:45,858 and make it weird. 68 00:03:45,860 --> 00:03:47,562 You're looking around like you just robbed a fucking bank. 69 00:03:49,097 --> 00:03:50,863 (SPITS) That's weird. 70 00:03:50,865 --> 00:03:52,430 You're not even drinking your orange juice. 71 00:03:52,432 --> 00:03:54,232 That's weird, dude. 72 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:56,068 There's something wrong with that. 73 00:03:56,070 --> 00:03:56,904 You're losing your fucking mind. 74 00:04:02,910 --> 00:04:04,076 I can see. 75 00:04:04,078 --> 00:04:06,112 You can't see, you've got your blinders on. 76 00:04:06,114 --> 00:04:08,415 - SEAN: You know what? - You're just like, today 77 00:04:09,617 --> 00:04:11,150 I still think you're making all this shit up. 78 00:04:11,152 --> 00:04:13,988 I'm not, I couldn't if I wanted to, honestly. 79 00:04:14,689 --> 00:04:17,592 (SIGHS) 80 00:04:19,594 --> 00:04:21,127 SEAN: What are the rules? 81 00:04:21,129 --> 00:04:23,629 The first rule is, you do not talk about... 82 00:04:23,631 --> 00:04:26,098 Ahh, shut the fuck up, Mr. 1999. 83 00:04:26,100 --> 00:04:27,034 (LAUGHS) 84 00:04:30,738 --> 00:04:32,403 - That's what this is? - I have proof. 85 00:04:32,405 --> 00:04:33,873 Proof? 86 00:04:33,875 --> 00:04:35,574 - No doubt? - Fucked out. 87 00:04:35,576 --> 00:04:36,942 - Certainty? - Fuck certainty. 88 00:04:36,944 --> 00:04:38,043 How? 89 00:04:38,045 --> 00:04:39,178 JESSE: If I tell you, you don't believe me, 90 00:04:39,180 --> 00:04:40,579 you've got to make me a promise. 91 00:04:40,581 --> 00:04:43,549 - SEAN: What? - JESSE: Try it yourself. 92 00:04:43,551 --> 00:04:45,416 Okay, why not bring back a value line? 93 00:04:45,418 --> 00:04:47,052 What is a value line? 94 00:04:47,054 --> 00:04:49,622 Sports Almanac, Biff, Back to the Future. 95 00:04:49,624 --> 00:04:52,024 No, no, no, nothing like that intrinsically exists. 96 00:04:52,026 --> 00:04:54,126 What's the point of going back if you can't profit from it? 97 00:04:54,128 --> 00:04:56,262 You can't. If you want everything to go back 98 00:04:56,264 --> 00:04:59,430 to the way it's supposed to be, treat it like a museum visit. 99 00:04:59,432 --> 00:05:01,068 Look. Don't touch. 100 00:05:04,172 --> 00:05:07,072 LAGE DOOR NARRATOR: Welcome to Lage Door Corporation. 101 00:05:07,074 --> 00:05:09,508 We're here to help you make decisions 102 00:05:09,510 --> 00:05:12,711 by creating transformative simulations 103 00:05:12,713 --> 00:05:16,347 that map your potential paths in life, 104 00:05:16,349 --> 00:05:19,051 competing vantage points. 105 00:05:19,053 --> 00:05:21,720 There's no better way to take your personal frames 106 00:05:21,722 --> 00:05:23,889 of reference into account, 107 00:05:23,891 --> 00:05:29,295 because we believe your lived !experience is the best teacher. 108 00:05:29,297 --> 00:05:36,771 (♪♪♪) 109 00:05:39,207 --> 00:05:40,675 SEAN: Who am I? 110 00:05:46,781 --> 00:05:49,449 What am I doing here? What's it all for? 111 00:05:54,522 --> 00:05:55,890 Who cares? 112 00:06:01,195 --> 00:06:02,460 Who cares? 113 00:06:02,462 --> 00:06:04,663 Who cares? Who cares? 114 00:06:04,665 --> 00:06:12,139 (♪♪♪) 115 00:06:19,614 --> 00:06:27,088 (♪♪♪) 116 00:06:39,066 --> 00:06:42,735 No, I'm sorry, we're very selective with our trials. 117 00:06:42,737 --> 00:06:45,504 Do you have your insurance card? 118 00:06:45,506 --> 00:06:47,438 Yeah, no, we're working off referrals now, 119 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:49,744 but I would try back in 24 months. 120 00:06:50,945 --> 00:06:51,679 Thanks. 121 00:06:54,882 --> 00:06:56,117 If you could just sign in. 122 00:06:58,386 --> 00:07:00,986 How are you? 123 00:07:00,988 --> 00:07:02,156 Great. 124 00:07:04,859 --> 00:07:06,794 Alright, I have your info, there you are. 125 00:07:09,964 --> 00:07:12,064 "Debunking the butterfly, the effects of 126 00:07:12,066 --> 00:07:15,200 cause and effect. 127 00:07:15,202 --> 00:07:16,938 That'll be interesting. 128 00:07:23,778 --> 00:07:26,278 DR. WALTERS: I'm really happy that you're thinking about 129 00:07:26,280 --> 00:07:28,446 taking this journey with us. 130 00:07:28,448 --> 00:07:31,116 I want to understand what the hell is happening to him, 131 00:07:31,118 --> 00:07:33,986 because ever since he came to see you, 132 00:07:33,988 --> 00:07:35,621 I don't even know who he is anymore. 133 00:07:35,623 --> 00:07:38,257 - I would love to hear about you. - Me? 134 00:07:38,259 --> 00:07:40,726 Why are you here? 135 00:07:40,728 --> 00:07:42,127 Why am I here? 136 00:07:42,129 --> 00:07:43,230 Mhmm. 137 00:07:45,800 --> 00:07:47,499 And I can like pop out and be just like him 138 00:07:47,501 --> 00:07:50,002 or something, so then I'd be able to figure out who he is, 139 00:07:50,004 --> 00:07:53,605 because without him, I don't understand me, you see? 140 00:07:53,607 --> 00:07:55,841 Hypothetically, if this was something that 141 00:07:55,843 --> 00:07:58,077 you and I would do... I don't know, what is it? 142 00:07:58,079 --> 00:08:02,181 You... you drop my... my psyche, my emotional equilibrium, 143 00:08:02,183 --> 00:08:05,483 my... my... my way of thinking, my fucking soul somewhere 144 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:07,485 three years down the line, right? 145 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:09,555 I don't do anything. 146 00:08:09,557 --> 00:08:12,291 This is your journey, 147 00:08:12,293 --> 00:08:16,395 this is your discovery, this is your life, 148 00:08:16,397 --> 00:08:18,498 this is your experience. 149 00:08:24,438 --> 00:08:28,574 Sean Graves, I'm Dr. Walter. 150 00:08:28,576 --> 00:08:29,808 Pleasure. 151 00:08:29,810 --> 00:08:32,411 But you can call me "Fel, short for Felicia", 152 00:08:32,413 --> 00:08:34,646 a name my parents stuck me with, but that's my problem, 153 00:08:34,648 --> 00:08:36,348 not yours. (LAUGHS) 154 00:08:36,350 --> 00:08:38,817 Welcome to Lage Door, 155 00:08:38,819 --> 00:08:43,889 the A pronounced ah, Lage Door, I never understood it 156 00:08:43,891 --> 00:08:46,293 but any who, I'm excited, aren't you? 157 00:08:50,364 --> 00:08:53,834 You're like a shaman, right? That's what this is? 158 00:08:56,037 --> 00:08:57,805 Some kind of medicine woman? 159 00:08:59,306 --> 00:09:00,841 DR. WALTERS: This is going to be fun. 160 00:09:01,809 --> 00:09:03,709 I promise you. 161 00:09:03,711 --> 00:09:11,185 (♪♪♪) 162 00:09:16,290 --> 00:09:20,092 We found change brought about by relativistic physics. 163 00:09:20,094 --> 00:09:22,094 SEAN: I've done all the reading and all that, but like, 164 00:09:22,096 --> 00:09:23,996 what is it you're trying to say to me right now? 165 00:09:23,998 --> 00:09:26,231 SHEILA: We basically hallucinate reality. 166 00:09:26,233 --> 00:09:29,168 DR. WALTERS: When trying to solve Einstein's singularities, 167 00:09:29,170 --> 00:09:32,206 it becomes clear it's a story we can't explain. 168 00:09:42,416 --> 00:09:43,982 I've seen it before, 169 00:09:43,984 --> 00:09:46,585 a man lost in his work chasing ambitions 170 00:09:46,587 --> 00:09:50,155 with the belief that !without them he cannot be happy. 171 00:09:50,157 --> 00:09:53,560 Okay, Glengarry Glen Ross, quit selling me. 172 00:09:53,562 --> 00:09:55,327 You want progress without change. 173 00:09:55,329 --> 00:09:58,464 !What, so you're just selling me infinite possibilities? 174 00:09:58,466 --> 00:09:59,300 Bingo. 175 00:10:08,142 --> 00:10:10,309 Are you currently in this relationship 176 00:10:10,311 --> 00:10:12,579 or is it in a state of flux, where are you at? 177 00:10:12,581 --> 00:10:15,548 I think this relationship has always been in a state of flux, 178 00:10:15,550 --> 00:10:17,282 but we're together. 179 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:17,885 You are together? 180 00:10:21,122 --> 00:10:22,621 I asked him to marry me the other night. 181 00:10:22,623 --> 00:10:23,523 And? 182 00:10:23,525 --> 00:10:24,859 He left. 183 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:28,961 So basically, right now no music, 184 00:10:28,963 --> 00:10:33,866 and I'm just a... I'm just a housewife to a man, 185 00:10:33,868 --> 00:10:35,267 who won't even marry me. 186 00:10:35,269 --> 00:10:36,635 (LAUGHS) 187 00:10:36,637 --> 00:10:44,111 (♪♪♪) 188 00:10:49,283 --> 00:10:50,749 (SIGHS) 189 00:10:50,751 --> 00:10:58,225 (♪♪♪) 190 00:11:25,352 --> 00:11:28,120 SEAN: It's funny, I ran into Rach the other day. 191 00:11:28,122 --> 00:11:29,788 I hadn't seen her in like six months. 192 00:11:29,790 --> 00:11:31,456 JESSE: No shit, where? 193 00:11:31,458 --> 00:11:33,158 SEAN: Supermarket. 194 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:35,427 She seemed happy, she seemed fine. 195 00:11:35,429 --> 00:11:36,395 JESSE: Good. 196 00:11:36,397 --> 00:11:38,430 SEAN: Probably a front. 197 00:11:38,432 --> 00:11:42,234 Anyway, I saw her and it made me think about all these plans 198 00:11:42,236 --> 00:11:43,835 that we had, 199 00:11:43,837 --> 00:11:47,906 and then I realized I've got all this like free restless time, 200 00:11:47,908 --> 00:11:52,277 and I'm like, "Am I going anywhere with it?" 201 00:11:52,279 --> 00:11:56,114 I'm doing all the things, you know, I make a record, 202 00:11:56,116 --> 00:11:58,383 producing shit, things are happening, 203 00:11:58,385 --> 00:11:59,918 it's fine. 204 00:11:59,920 --> 00:12:02,321 It's just endless, do one thing, 205 00:12:02,323 --> 00:12:04,489 there's another thing, there's another thing. 206 00:12:04,491 --> 00:12:07,025 At the end of the day, I come home, 207 00:12:07,027 --> 00:12:09,662 and I'm just left with myself. 208 00:12:09,664 --> 00:12:10,331 That's it. 209 00:12:10,965 --> 00:12:12,965 JESSE: Yeah. 210 00:12:12,967 --> 00:12:17,035 But then, I'm walking down the street, 211 00:12:17,037 --> 00:12:22,374 I walk past the store, look in the window, 212 00:12:22,376 --> 00:12:25,612 I see her in there, and then I go inside 213 00:12:25,614 --> 00:12:31,016 and like pretend to buy a shirt for my sister. 214 00:12:31,018 --> 00:12:32,851 - I don't even have a sister. - (LAUGHS) 215 00:12:32,853 --> 00:12:34,987 She tries this dress on for me 216 00:12:34,989 --> 00:12:39,726 and fucking sprinkles me with pixie dust. 217 00:12:39,728 --> 00:12:40,995 (JESSE LAUGHS) 218 00:12:43,897 --> 00:12:45,330 JESSE: Like what do you want to know? 219 00:12:45,332 --> 00:12:47,933 If she's worth going down that road, you know, 220 00:12:47,935 --> 00:12:51,103 if it's worth doing that again to somebody. 221 00:12:51,105 --> 00:12:52,538 - You just met her. - Met her a week ago. 222 00:12:52,540 --> 00:12:53,772 She's a stranger. 223 00:12:53,774 --> 00:12:55,508 Barely! 224 00:12:55,510 --> 00:12:57,943 I feel like I've known her my whole life. 225 00:12:57,945 --> 00:13:00,281 Oh! A happiness heist. 226 00:13:09,724 --> 00:13:11,524 BREATHING SESSION NARRATOR: Good morning, Sean. 227 00:13:11,526 --> 00:13:15,994 Today is the first day of the rest of your life. 228 00:13:15,996 --> 00:13:19,831 This is a guided breathing session. 229 00:13:19,833 --> 00:13:22,034 Surrender to the deepest. 230 00:13:22,036 --> 00:13:23,505 Here we go. 231 00:13:24,706 --> 00:13:26,673 Breathe in. 232 00:13:26,675 --> 00:13:28,373 (SEAN INHALES) 233 00:13:28,375 --> 00:13:29,841 BREATHING SESSION NARRATOR: Breathe out. 234 00:13:29,843 --> 00:13:32,010 (SEAN EXHALES) 235 00:13:32,012 --> 00:13:33,513 BREATHING SESSION NARRATOR: Breathe in. 236 00:13:33,515 --> 00:13:35,280 (SEAN INHALES) 237 00:13:35,282 --> 00:13:36,549 BREATHING SESSION NARRATOR: Breathe out. 238 00:13:36,551 --> 00:13:37,451 (SEAN EXHALES) 239 00:13:42,557 --> 00:13:43,223 (SEAN INHALES) 240 00:13:44,992 --> 00:13:46,894 (SEAN EXHALES) 241 00:13:52,066 --> 00:13:55,033 - Put these on? - Yup, put those on, thank you. 242 00:13:55,035 --> 00:13:56,902 DR. WALTERS: The multi-axis trainer you're in, 243 00:13:56,904 --> 00:13:58,370 runs off this generator. 244 00:13:58,372 --> 00:14:01,840 The information of you doesn't have a unique location in space. 245 00:14:01,842 --> 00:14:04,109 You're pixelated. 246 00:14:04,111 --> 00:14:05,477 SEAN: Whatever you say, doc. 247 00:14:05,479 --> 00:14:08,180 So, the first rule of time travel 248 00:14:08,182 --> 00:14:10,683 is that logical contradictions cannot occur. 249 00:14:10,685 --> 00:14:12,951 Meaning what you do and what happens to you 250 00:14:12,953 --> 00:14:14,353 will be whatever it will be. 251 00:14:14,355 --> 00:14:16,188 Because of the arrow of time. 252 00:14:16,190 --> 00:14:17,757 So just don't mess about, capiche? 253 00:14:17,759 --> 00:14:19,191 Got it. 254 00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:21,561 What makes you feel you need to see the future? 255 00:14:21,563 --> 00:14:24,062 I mean, what's your fantasy in the here and now? 256 00:14:24,064 --> 00:14:24,998 Are we starting? 257 00:14:31,438 --> 00:14:35,543 Baby, from one moment to the next, you're starting. 258 00:14:36,845 --> 00:14:37,976 I don't understand. 259 00:14:37,978 --> 00:14:40,582 Behavior can't exist without fantasy. 260 00:14:42,149 --> 00:14:43,651 NICOLE: Sean! 261 00:14:45,919 --> 00:14:48,120 Tell me about the girl. 262 00:14:48,122 --> 00:14:49,221 What's her name? 263 00:14:49,223 --> 00:14:50,958 NICOLE: You know I don't love you. 264 00:14:52,359 --> 00:14:53,193 Nicole. 265 00:14:55,129 --> 00:14:56,562 Nicole what? 266 00:14:56,564 --> 00:14:57,632 SEAN: Nicole Chase. 267 00:14:59,366 --> 00:15:02,537 Her state of mind has to be more than thinking. 268 00:15:04,138 --> 00:15:07,305 How do you feel? 269 00:15:07,307 --> 00:15:08,674 I feel like I've known her my whole life. 270 00:15:08,676 --> 00:15:10,308 I feel like, she's got a lot of pride 271 00:15:10,310 --> 00:15:13,613 and I feel like she's really strong. 272 00:15:13,615 --> 00:15:14,980 Everybody wants her. 273 00:15:14,982 --> 00:15:16,383 SEAN: I'm sure they do. 274 00:15:17,284 --> 00:15:19,451 I think I love her. 275 00:15:19,453 --> 00:15:22,789 I don't even know her. (LAUGHS) 276 00:15:22,791 --> 00:15:23,890 I want to know her. 277 00:15:23,892 --> 00:15:25,858 I want to know what it's like. 278 00:15:25,860 --> 00:15:27,359 Schoolboy crush. 279 00:15:27,361 --> 00:15:29,263 'Cause you've been heartbroken before. 280 00:15:30,964 --> 00:15:33,331 So you buried yourself at work, 281 00:15:33,333 --> 00:15:38,604 Looking for alternate containers to hide your emotion. 282 00:15:38,606 --> 00:15:39,639 Yes. 283 00:15:39,641 --> 00:15:40,608 DR. WALTERS: You're afraid to heal. 284 00:15:42,610 --> 00:15:45,177 Because your identity is based in trauma. 285 00:15:45,179 --> 00:15:47,045 - I don't know. - Who's this I? 286 00:15:47,047 --> 00:15:48,815 Who's this I you keep referring to? 287 00:15:48,817 --> 00:15:49,916 I mean, you're not him. 288 00:15:49,918 --> 00:15:51,617 Who? 289 00:15:51,619 --> 00:15:53,555 You are not an I. 290 00:15:54,722 --> 00:15:56,789 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait! 291 00:15:56,791 --> 00:15:58,123 - DR. WALTERS: It's okay. - No, no, no, no, no. 292 00:15:58,125 --> 00:15:59,293 DR. WALTERS: It's okay! It's okay! 293 00:16:02,963 --> 00:16:04,732 Let go. 294 00:16:07,836 --> 00:16:09,236 Surrender. 295 00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:13,073 (BREATHING DEEPLY) 296 00:16:15,910 --> 00:16:23,383 (♪♪♪) 297 00:16:30,892 --> 00:16:38,365 (♪♪♪) 298 00:16:45,907 --> 00:16:53,380 (♪♪♪) 299 00:17:00,955 --> 00:17:08,428 (♪♪♪) 300 00:17:15,937 --> 00:17:23,410 (♪♪♪) 301 00:17:30,952 --> 00:17:38,425 (♪♪♪) 302 00:17:45,967 --> 00:17:53,440 (♪♪♪) 303 00:18:00,949 --> 00:18:08,422 (♪♪♪) 304 00:18:15,997 --> 00:18:23,470 (♪♪♪) 305 00:18:31,045 --> 00:18:38,519 (♪♪♪) 306 00:18:45,526 --> 00:18:48,195 (INDISCERNIBLE SPEECH) 307 00:18:50,263 --> 00:18:51,398 SEAN: Who's there? 308 00:18:52,432 --> 00:18:59,907 (♪♪♪) 309 00:19:04,277 --> 00:19:06,914 (NICOLE AND SEAN ARGUING IN DISTANCE) 310 00:19:11,886 --> 00:19:12,885 I'm done. 311 00:19:12,887 --> 00:19:14,120 Look, I'm done having this conversation. 312 00:19:14,122 --> 00:19:15,688 NICOLE: What am I gonna do while you're gone? Knit? 313 00:19:15,690 --> 00:19:18,490 No. This is just what you do. 314 00:19:18,492 --> 00:19:21,359 Every time I have to go some place, you do this. 315 00:19:21,361 --> 00:19:23,095 - It's disgusting. - Oh, what's that? Huh? 316 00:19:23,097 --> 00:19:24,897 It's disgusting. 317 00:19:24,899 --> 00:19:27,033 NICOLE: Have fun, honey. 318 00:19:27,035 --> 00:19:29,001 Have a great flight! 319 00:19:29,003 --> 00:19:30,903 Just don't, just don't, just don't, just don't. 320 00:19:30,905 --> 00:19:33,939 Just don't, just don't. Just go. Please go. 321 00:19:33,941 --> 00:19:35,373 If you call me, I'm not gonna pick up. 322 00:19:35,375 --> 00:19:37,009 Yeah, you will. 323 00:19:37,011 --> 00:19:40,445 No, I won't! No, I won't. 324 00:19:40,447 --> 00:19:47,922 (♪♪♪) 325 00:19:53,895 --> 00:19:57,763 So is like everybody who comes to see you just completely nuts? 326 00:19:57,765 --> 00:19:59,330 Do you think you're completely nuts? 327 00:19:59,332 --> 00:20:00,601 NICOLE: I don't know. Ugh! 328 00:20:01,703 --> 00:20:03,069 I used to do this when I was a kid. 329 00:20:03,071 --> 00:20:05,004 I always present like the best version of myself, 330 00:20:05,006 --> 00:20:06,572 and I'm really good at like just inventing 331 00:20:06,574 --> 00:20:09,274 a narrative that sounds right. 332 00:20:09,276 --> 00:20:10,776 My biggest concern coming in here 333 00:20:10,778 --> 00:20:13,045 is that I would just bullshit my way around this entire thing. 334 00:20:13,047 --> 00:20:14,747 Do you do that often? 335 00:20:14,749 --> 00:20:16,716 No, but I think that all the shitty parts of myself 336 00:20:16,718 --> 00:20:18,853 we haven't really talked about. 337 00:20:20,555 --> 00:20:22,088 - (NICOLE LAUGHS) - I'm here. 338 00:20:22,090 --> 00:20:22,990 NICOLE: I'm just trying to paint. 339 00:20:25,526 --> 00:20:27,760 For you before we decide to, you know. 340 00:20:27,762 --> 00:20:29,461 What do you think are the shitty parts of yourself? 341 00:20:29,463 --> 00:20:30,930 Um, I'm vain. 342 00:20:30,932 --> 00:20:32,397 I'm extremely jealous. I'm petty. 343 00:20:32,399 --> 00:20:33,465 I can be paranoid. 344 00:20:33,467 --> 00:20:34,700 I have OCD. 345 00:20:34,702 --> 00:20:37,469 I used to, uh cut myself. 346 00:20:37,471 --> 00:20:40,373 I um, I mean the list goes on, you know. 347 00:20:48,182 --> 00:20:50,448 (VOMITING) 348 00:20:50,450 --> 00:20:53,552 (GROANING) 349 00:20:53,554 --> 00:21:00,995 (♪♪♪) 350 00:21:06,134 --> 00:21:09,535 Ah! 351 00:21:09,537 --> 00:21:17,011 (♪♪♪) 352 00:21:24,585 --> 00:21:32,059 (♪♪♪) 353 00:21:37,632 --> 00:21:39,534 SEAN: How do I use these eyes? 354 00:21:45,372 --> 00:21:48,375 (COUGHING) 355 00:21:50,077 --> 00:21:51,879 (SIGHS) 356 00:21:53,214 --> 00:21:54,982 SEAN: Point of view. 357 00:22:00,121 --> 00:22:01,520 Views of views. 358 00:22:01,522 --> 00:22:08,996 (♪♪♪) 359 00:22:15,703 --> 00:22:18,606 (INDISTINCT NEWS IN BACKGROUND) 360 00:22:27,515 --> 00:22:29,181 Terrible idea. 361 00:22:29,183 --> 00:22:30,450 I'm already gonna fly. 362 00:22:31,586 --> 00:22:34,220 That's what I'm fucking here for. 363 00:22:34,222 --> 00:22:35,122 That's what happened. 364 00:22:37,525 --> 00:22:39,291 Fuck it, blue luggage. 365 00:22:39,293 --> 00:22:40,559 Fuck it. (INAUDIBLE) 366 00:22:40,561 --> 00:22:43,696 (SEAN LAUGHING) 367 00:22:43,698 --> 00:22:46,298 Butterfly effect. 368 00:22:46,300 --> 00:22:48,433 Mustn't interfere. 369 00:22:48,435 --> 00:22:52,104 Well, you could. 370 00:22:52,106 --> 00:22:54,439 Stop all the pro-ing. Stop all the con-ing. 371 00:22:54,441 --> 00:22:55,975 Get on with the job. 372 00:22:55,977 --> 00:22:58,711 No single truth does not mean no truth. 373 00:22:58,713 --> 00:23:00,346 Change changes. Awaken it. 374 00:23:00,348 --> 00:23:01,412 Unfold it. 375 00:23:01,414 --> 00:23:04,950 Make the best of this. 376 00:23:04,952 --> 00:23:06,120 Yes. 377 00:23:07,420 --> 00:23:08,923 Let's do it. 378 00:23:16,163 --> 00:23:18,364 I'm not crazy. You are crazy. I'm not crazy. You are crazy. 379 00:23:18,366 --> 00:23:20,366 I'm not crazy. You are crazy. I'm not crazy. You are crazy. 380 00:23:20,368 --> 00:23:22,935 I'm not crazy. You are crazy. I'm not crazy. You are crazy. 381 00:23:22,937 --> 00:23:24,038 I'm not crazy. You are crazy. 382 00:23:25,973 --> 00:23:28,709 My future self is thinking of buying this shirt? 383 00:23:35,983 --> 00:23:39,620 SEAN: It's all one event, one network going on. 384 00:23:41,756 --> 00:23:44,625 Colors, and shapes, and forms. 385 00:23:48,829 --> 00:23:53,498 !It depends on you, just as much as you depend on it. 386 00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:56,504 Relationship underwrites everything. 387 00:23:57,605 --> 00:23:59,106 Go with it. 388 00:24:00,274 --> 00:24:01,707 Go with it. 389 00:24:01,709 --> 00:24:09,183 (♪♪♪) 390 00:24:21,362 --> 00:24:22,863 Ha! Nope. 391 00:24:26,801 --> 00:24:28,169 SEAN: Just give me a sec. 392 00:24:33,607 --> 00:24:34,573 Just let me... 393 00:24:34,575 --> 00:24:35,507 Where are your bags? 394 00:24:35,509 --> 00:24:36,775 SEAN: I left 'em at the airport. 395 00:24:36,777 --> 00:24:38,813 - Oh? - I'm not going. 396 00:24:47,755 --> 00:24:49,523 I hate orange. 397 00:24:50,490 --> 00:24:52,727 I'm never gonna leave you again. 398 00:24:59,734 --> 00:25:01,268 I'm gonna kiss you. 399 00:25:08,275 --> 00:25:12,244 SEAN: Eventually, everything will happen. 400 00:25:12,246 --> 00:25:19,720 (♪♪♪) 401 00:25:27,294 --> 00:25:34,769 (♪♪♪) 402 00:25:44,378 --> 00:25:47,312 Your snore is adorable. 403 00:25:47,314 --> 00:25:49,583 Hm. You never thought so. 404 00:25:51,252 --> 00:25:53,719 I'm worried, I missed the plot with her somehow. 405 00:25:53,721 --> 00:25:55,222 Like I'm missing a piece of the puzzle. 406 00:25:56,757 --> 00:25:59,858 Hmm? What? 407 00:25:59,860 --> 00:26:03,729 What piece of the fucking puzzle? 408 00:26:03,731 --> 00:26:05,966 Now I see the ease of what I mean. 409 00:26:11,872 --> 00:26:14,606 Maybe you should stop fucking thinking, Sean. 410 00:26:14,608 --> 00:26:16,610 (LAUGHS) 411 00:26:19,013 --> 00:26:20,748 Hmm. 412 00:26:21,849 --> 00:26:22,915 We both just came. 413 00:26:22,917 --> 00:26:24,251 What is your problem? 414 00:26:28,689 --> 00:26:30,722 Huh? 415 00:26:30,724 --> 00:26:33,392 I take it for granted. 416 00:26:33,394 --> 00:26:34,693 Everything. 417 00:26:34,695 --> 00:26:36,395 Work. 418 00:26:36,397 --> 00:26:37,364 You. 419 00:26:39,534 --> 00:26:40,334 Okay. 420 00:26:42,470 --> 00:26:45,237 To gab... grap something sharp and stab me in the eye. 421 00:26:45,239 --> 00:26:47,274 (LAUGHS) 422 00:26:51,712 --> 00:26:54,213 I'm unlovable. 423 00:26:54,215 --> 00:26:55,814 I'm unlovable. 424 00:26:55,816 --> 00:26:58,152 You're looking at unlovable. 425 00:27:00,354 --> 00:27:04,756 And by the way, pretty boy, that's what I like about you. 426 00:27:04,758 --> 00:27:05,359 - Yeah? - Yeah. 427 00:27:08,829 --> 00:27:10,563 Poor Sean. 428 00:27:10,565 --> 00:27:14,433 Mm. Stop. 429 00:27:14,435 --> 00:27:15,734 I'm unlovable. 430 00:27:15,736 --> 00:27:16,770 Hmm. 431 00:27:18,540 --> 00:27:21,440 Would you like me if I had no arms or legs? 432 00:27:21,442 --> 00:27:24,977 I'd prefer you if you had no arms and legs. 433 00:27:24,979 --> 00:27:27,547 'Cause then I could just sit you on the couch 434 00:27:27,549 --> 00:27:32,484 and we could hang out, and watch TV with me all day. 435 00:27:32,486 --> 00:27:34,052 And then I would force you to go hiking, 436 00:27:34,054 --> 00:27:35,487 even though you hate it. 437 00:27:35,489 --> 00:27:36,989 How would I go hiking without any legs? 438 00:27:36,991 --> 00:27:38,724 I'd just roll you down the hill. 439 00:27:38,726 --> 00:27:40,025 (LAUGHS) 440 00:27:40,027 --> 00:27:42,060 I'd still love you. 441 00:27:42,062 --> 00:27:43,495 - No, you wouldn't. - Yeah. 442 00:27:43,497 --> 00:27:45,397 You know how I always wanted to tie you up, 443 00:27:45,399 --> 00:27:46,899 but you wouldn't do it? 444 00:27:46,901 --> 00:27:48,400 You wouldn't have a choice. 445 00:27:48,402 --> 00:27:49,468 Hmm. 446 00:27:49,470 --> 00:27:51,138 'Cause you couldn't move. 447 00:27:54,408 --> 00:27:57,011 I'm the only one who gets to love you. 448 00:28:01,148 --> 00:28:02,915 NICOLE: Well, my dear, it seems I'm missing 449 00:28:02,917 --> 00:28:04,683 my little spoon. 450 00:28:04,685 --> 00:28:05,918 No soup for you. 451 00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:08,854 My question is, what's the proper order? 452 00:28:08,856 --> 00:28:10,689 - Beats me. - Beats me. 453 00:28:10,691 --> 00:28:11,524 I grew up on a farm. 454 00:28:11,526 --> 00:28:12,991 (LAUGHS) 455 00:28:12,993 --> 00:28:15,460 You want to ask me which spoon you're supposed to use? 456 00:28:15,462 --> 00:28:17,162 - Yeah, I do. - Is that what you're getting at? 457 00:28:17,164 --> 00:28:18,598 That's exactly what I'm getting at. 458 00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:21,400 Are you asking me what this spoon is used for? 459 00:28:21,402 --> 00:28:24,369 That's exactly what I'm asking you. 460 00:28:24,371 --> 00:28:26,405 I'd hope you don't have to ask me what the only knife 461 00:28:26,407 --> 00:28:27,540 is used for. 462 00:28:27,542 --> 00:28:29,141 Is this a knife fight? 463 00:28:29,143 --> 00:28:30,943 I've never eaten with anything but a spoon. 464 00:28:30,945 --> 00:28:31,877 (NICOLE LAUGHS) 465 00:28:31,879 --> 00:28:33,513 NICOLE: A spoon? 466 00:28:33,515 --> 00:28:35,648 I've got a spoon. I sharpened one side. 467 00:28:35,650 --> 00:28:36,715 I cut with that one. 468 00:28:36,717 --> 00:28:37,716 (BOTH LAUGH) 469 00:28:37,718 --> 00:28:39,484 It's like a Swiss Army Knife. 470 00:28:39,486 --> 00:28:43,088 So use your spoon to eat a piece of bread then. 471 00:28:43,090 --> 00:28:44,325 I remember on the ship 472 00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:51,330 all we had was bread and water. 473 00:28:51,332 --> 00:28:52,931 I've never looked at a loaf the same again. 474 00:28:52,933 --> 00:28:55,970 (BOTH LAUGH) 475 00:28:58,540 --> 00:29:01,106 I can't believe you chose this restaurant. 476 00:29:01,108 --> 00:29:03,377 I swear I have like PTSD from last time. 477 00:29:06,247 --> 00:29:07,980 Oh, come on. Now you're gonna forget. 478 00:29:07,982 --> 00:29:10,382 You're going to pretend to forget? 479 00:29:10,384 --> 00:29:12,918 No, I remember. 480 00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:14,453 You must have been drunk. 481 00:29:14,455 --> 00:29:16,288 I'm sure I was. 482 00:29:16,290 --> 00:29:18,156 You went upstairs and played Billy Joel 483 00:29:18,158 --> 00:29:19,626 on the piano in front of everybody 484 00:29:19,628 --> 00:29:21,226 - and then we got kicked out. - Sounds about right. 485 00:29:21,228 --> 00:29:23,829 How could you not remember that? 486 00:29:23,831 --> 00:29:25,163 I was drunk. 487 00:29:25,165 --> 00:29:28,400 Yeah, shit, you were drunker than I thought, son. 488 00:29:28,402 --> 00:29:29,901 What did I play? 489 00:29:29,903 --> 00:29:31,504 What did you play? I can't remember. 490 00:29:31,506 --> 00:29:33,508 Scenes From an Italian Restaurant. 491 00:29:34,975 --> 00:29:36,576 - That sounds wonderful. - When in Rome. 492 00:29:36,578 --> 00:29:37,577 Are you sure? 493 00:29:37,579 --> 00:29:39,380 Yeah, I love that song. 494 00:29:41,348 --> 00:29:42,850 Huh. 495 00:29:45,886 --> 00:29:47,553 (SLURPING) 496 00:29:47,555 --> 00:29:49,488 Oh my God, don't do that. 497 00:29:49,490 --> 00:29:53,158 I'm really trying to be mad at you right now, but it's hard. 498 00:29:53,160 --> 00:29:54,761 You know how hard it's for me to not like get things 499 00:29:54,763 --> 00:29:56,862 off my chest, right? 500 00:29:56,864 --> 00:29:58,430 - Right? - Yeah. 501 00:29:58,432 --> 00:29:59,898 So may I? 502 00:29:59,900 --> 00:30:01,268 Please. 503 00:30:02,637 --> 00:30:04,771 Alright. 504 00:30:04,773 --> 00:30:09,542 I feel like there's kind of a weird, uh, energy going on 505 00:30:09,544 --> 00:30:12,377 with like you getting into a fucking Uber 506 00:30:12,379 --> 00:30:14,580 and leaving without an explanation, okay? 507 00:30:14,582 --> 00:30:15,814 So hear me out. 508 00:30:15,816 --> 00:30:18,016 (EXHALES) 509 00:30:18,018 --> 00:30:20,018 If you are not ready to like talk about 510 00:30:20,020 --> 00:30:25,457 all this shit with us, then... 511 00:30:25,459 --> 00:30:26,526 No, I understand. 512 00:30:26,528 --> 00:30:27,959 - Get it? - Yeah. 513 00:30:27,961 --> 00:30:29,729 Okay. 514 00:30:29,731 --> 00:30:32,064 Good. 'Cause I am not your like emotional punching bag. 515 00:30:32,066 --> 00:30:33,432 No, I know, I left. 516 00:30:33,434 --> 00:30:34,966 Yeah, you left. 517 00:30:34,968 --> 00:30:36,968 I'm not a fucking piñata. 518 00:30:36,970 --> 00:30:38,705 Alright, I... I grew up on that shit. 519 00:30:38,707 --> 00:30:39,905 I do that to myself. 520 00:30:39,907 --> 00:30:41,340 I'm in the music business, like I just... 521 00:30:41,342 --> 00:30:44,443 (SIGHS) 522 00:30:44,445 --> 00:30:47,179 I don't want to be that way with you. 523 00:30:47,181 --> 00:30:49,350 You can't do that to me anymore. 524 00:30:52,386 --> 00:30:56,723 You have a freckle in the blue part of your eye. 525 00:30:56,725 --> 00:30:57,923 Early onset cataracts. 526 00:30:57,925 --> 00:30:59,692 No. 527 00:30:59,694 --> 00:31:00,660 I'm afraid so. 528 00:31:00,662 --> 00:31:01,828 Well, it's probably too late. 529 00:31:01,830 --> 00:31:03,028 Can't have surgery. 530 00:31:03,030 --> 00:31:04,396 You're gonna go blind like James Joyce 531 00:31:04,398 --> 00:31:05,497 and I'm gonna have to roll you around 532 00:31:05,499 --> 00:31:08,235 - in a wheelchair. - (LAUGHS) 533 00:31:12,039 --> 00:31:14,509 Is it crazy I'm falling in love with you again? 534 00:31:16,745 --> 00:31:19,044 RYAN: Hi, I'm sorry to intrude. 535 00:31:19,046 --> 00:31:20,379 I just wanted to let you know that 536 00:31:20,381 --> 00:31:22,548 I'm such a fan of your work. 537 00:31:22,550 --> 00:31:25,518 Can I email you my demo? 538 00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,620 I'll be really fast, I promise. Really quick. 539 00:31:27,622 --> 00:31:29,722 He doesn't know his email. Give it to me. 540 00:31:29,724 --> 00:31:30,889 RYAN: Oh, thank you. Okay. 541 00:31:30,891 --> 00:31:32,090 He can't remember shit. 542 00:31:32,092 --> 00:31:34,159 Here, come on, sit down. 543 00:31:34,161 --> 00:31:35,260 - RYAN: Are you sure? - You can sit. 544 00:31:35,262 --> 00:31:36,529 RYAN: I'm sorry, guys. 545 00:31:36,531 --> 00:31:37,697 Thank you so much. 546 00:31:37,699 --> 00:31:39,466 - What's your password? - RYAN: Oh, here. 547 00:31:42,069 --> 00:31:44,102 - There you go. - Good. Nice background. 548 00:31:44,104 --> 00:31:45,404 RYAN: I know, it's a tiger. 549 00:31:45,406 --> 00:31:47,038 - Oh, so cute. - (RYAN LAUGHS) 550 00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:48,273 Awesome. There you go. 551 00:31:48,275 --> 00:31:49,842 Thank you, I really appreciate it. 552 00:31:49,844 --> 00:31:51,445 You're welcome. 553 00:31:53,213 --> 00:31:55,113 So listen, sweetheart. 554 00:31:55,115 --> 00:31:59,719 Three years ago, I was you and then I met him 555 00:31:59,721 --> 00:32:01,821 and it was great. 556 00:32:01,823 --> 00:32:05,957 But now, now I'm fucking me. 557 00:32:05,959 --> 00:32:07,662 I didn't get a fucking record. 558 00:32:17,505 --> 00:32:19,039 Ciao. 559 00:32:21,609 --> 00:32:23,241 - Real nice. - I'm sorry, it was so... 560 00:32:23,243 --> 00:32:25,010 - Really nice. - It was so easy. 561 00:32:25,012 --> 00:32:26,712 - You're unbelievable. - She's so cute. 562 00:32:26,714 --> 00:32:27,880 Oh, God. 563 00:32:27,882 --> 00:32:29,749 Oh, come on. 564 00:32:29,751 --> 00:32:30,917 It's a joke. 565 00:32:30,919 --> 00:32:32,620 Please, she got your email. 566 00:32:33,688 --> 00:32:34,687 Thank you for that. 567 00:32:34,689 --> 00:32:36,056 You're welcome. 568 00:32:36,691 --> 00:32:38,192 Yeah, right. 569 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:41,026 You remember the first time? 570 00:32:41,028 --> 00:32:42,662 Yes. 571 00:32:42,664 --> 00:32:44,162 - You were fucking drunk, Sean. - Okay. 572 00:32:44,164 --> 00:32:45,531 Extremely. 573 00:32:45,533 --> 00:32:47,767 Makes sense. 574 00:32:47,769 --> 00:32:49,000 Remember anything else? 575 00:32:49,002 --> 00:32:50,168 About what? 576 00:32:50,170 --> 00:32:52,905 Oh, the beginning? 577 00:32:52,907 --> 00:32:54,607 Yeah, I remember everything. 578 00:32:54,609 --> 00:32:56,943 Oh, yeah, I keep everything stored in my mind 579 00:32:56,945 --> 00:32:59,812 for future reference, so I could use it against you. 580 00:32:59,814 --> 00:33:01,948 I know everything about you. 581 00:33:01,950 --> 00:33:03,583 I know you're left-handed, but you use your right hand 582 00:33:03,585 --> 00:33:05,383 for everything. 583 00:33:05,385 --> 00:33:08,721 Like the way you're holding your wine glass right now. 584 00:33:08,723 --> 00:33:11,091 I remember your hand from that night. 585 00:33:12,627 --> 00:33:14,261 They're perfect. 586 00:33:16,363 --> 00:33:19,199 (INDISTINCT CHATTER IN BACKGROUND) 587 00:33:21,034 --> 00:33:23,771 (KISSING) 588 00:33:30,578 --> 00:33:31,478 Yeah, babe. 589 00:33:37,451 --> 00:33:40,853 SEAN: I hear it. That sound again. 590 00:33:40,855 --> 00:33:42,456 It's outside me. 591 00:33:44,057 --> 00:33:44,792 Easy. 592 00:33:47,461 --> 00:33:49,329 It's just supposed to be easy. 593 00:33:50,698 --> 00:33:52,397 What the fuck are we? What are we? 594 00:33:52,399 --> 00:33:54,000 Who and what are we? 595 00:33:54,002 --> 00:33:56,334 Is this... is this death? 596 00:33:56,336 --> 00:34:03,811 (♪♪♪) 597 00:34:24,899 --> 00:34:26,966 You didn't text me. 598 00:34:26,968 --> 00:34:28,266 Of course, I didn't text you. 599 00:34:28,268 --> 00:34:29,735 You're right here. 600 00:34:29,737 --> 00:34:31,003 What do you mean? It's like our thing. 601 00:34:31,005 --> 00:34:32,905 You text me while you're in the bathroom and we like 602 00:34:32,907 --> 00:34:33,841 I don't know. 603 00:34:36,343 --> 00:34:37,743 Can we switch, please? 604 00:34:37,745 --> 00:34:39,747 I know we got the same thing, but yours is always better. 605 00:34:41,649 --> 00:34:42,314 (EXHALES) 606 00:34:42,316 --> 00:34:43,883 Fruit in salad. 607 00:34:43,885 --> 00:34:45,218 Okay. 608 00:34:45,954 --> 00:34:46,852 (NICOLE SIGHS) 609 00:34:46,854 --> 00:34:49,889 What'd you say the first time we met? 610 00:34:49,891 --> 00:34:51,256 Seriously, you really want to go through this right now? 611 00:34:51,258 --> 00:34:52,259 Yeah, yeah. 612 00:34:56,363 --> 00:34:57,964 I knew who you were when I met you. 613 00:34:57,966 --> 00:34:58,800 You did? 614 00:35:00,568 --> 00:35:02,702 I know I have never admitted that for three years, 615 00:35:02,704 --> 00:35:04,505 - but I knew who you were. - How? How? 616 00:35:06,641 --> 00:35:10,375 - Because I recognized you. - No. 617 00:35:10,377 --> 00:35:12,377 - You know? - No, I said no. 618 00:35:12,379 --> 00:35:13,913 Oh, did you know that I knew? 619 00:35:13,915 --> 00:35:15,313 SEAN: No, I didn't know that you knew. 620 00:35:15,315 --> 00:35:16,784 I assumed that nobody knows who I am. 621 00:35:18,953 --> 00:35:19,654 That's not true. 622 00:35:24,491 --> 00:35:27,927 What'd you think the first time you saw me? 623 00:35:27,929 --> 00:35:29,095 The very first time. 624 00:35:29,097 --> 00:35:36,571 (♪♪♪) 625 00:35:44,112 --> 00:35:51,586 (♪♪♪) 626 00:36:21,481 --> 00:36:22,915 Did you have a good time at dinner? 627 00:36:22,917 --> 00:36:24,884 I feel like I talked a little lot. 628 00:36:24,886 --> 00:36:25,851 You did. 629 00:36:25,853 --> 00:36:27,419 - Excuse me? - No, it was good. 630 00:36:27,421 --> 00:36:28,486 We needed to. 631 00:36:28,488 --> 00:36:30,956 It was good, it was good. 632 00:36:30,958 --> 00:36:31,793 Thanks for coming. 633 00:36:33,695 --> 00:36:36,162 SEAN: I know. I missed you. 634 00:36:36,164 --> 00:36:37,228 Really? 635 00:36:37,230 --> 00:36:38,964 Hmm. 636 00:36:38,966 --> 00:36:40,766 I was here, though. 637 00:36:40,768 --> 00:36:41,669 I know. 638 00:36:43,805 --> 00:36:45,771 All the time. 639 00:36:45,773 --> 00:36:47,106 Is that true? 640 00:36:47,108 --> 00:36:47,909 Yeah. 641 00:36:54,247 --> 00:36:56,214 You look beautiful tonight. 642 00:36:56,216 --> 00:36:59,118 God, that soufflé. I'm just like... 643 00:36:59,120 --> 00:37:00,619 Whoo! 644 00:37:00,621 --> 00:37:03,455 - You look great. - Daddy, I'm just full. 645 00:37:03,457 --> 00:37:05,223 - You know? - Do you not feel good? 646 00:37:05,225 --> 00:37:06,826 No, I feel fine. It's just like... 647 00:37:06,828 --> 00:37:08,994 It's not even a bloat, but it's like the inside. 648 00:37:08,996 --> 00:37:09,931 It's very sexy. 649 00:37:12,332 --> 00:37:13,866 - Okay. - You know what I mean? 650 00:37:13,868 --> 00:37:15,701 Right. 651 00:37:15,703 --> 00:37:18,269 And so, we'll see what happens when I get home. 652 00:37:18,271 --> 00:37:21,140 (LAUGHS) 653 00:37:21,142 --> 00:37:21,909 Okay. 654 00:37:27,682 --> 00:37:29,615 - I'm gotta drive here. - Mm. 655 00:37:29,617 --> 00:37:30,916 What are you doing? 656 00:37:30,918 --> 00:37:31,917 I don't know. 657 00:37:31,919 --> 00:37:33,152 What are you doing? 658 00:37:33,154 --> 00:37:35,888 - I don't know what I'm doing. - NICOLE: Huh? 659 00:37:35,890 --> 00:37:38,456 What is this? 660 00:37:38,458 --> 00:37:40,192 You know, everything's making sense to me now. 661 00:37:40,194 --> 00:37:42,228 - NICOLE: Oh yeah? - Yeah. 662 00:37:42,230 --> 00:37:45,296 (SIGHS) 663 00:37:45,298 --> 00:37:50,669 I'm always like, reassessing myself. 664 00:37:50,671 --> 00:37:52,403 I'm shooting myself in the front of the process. 665 00:37:52,405 --> 00:37:53,406 NICOLE: Mhmm. 666 00:37:57,011 --> 00:37:59,545 I also like... 667 00:37:59,547 --> 00:38:01,647 - NICOLE: Sean? - I real... no, no, no. 668 00:38:01,649 --> 00:38:03,015 It's okay, it's okay. 669 00:38:03,017 --> 00:38:04,619 - NICOLE: Will you stop talking? - I'm... I was just... 670 00:38:07,955 --> 00:38:12,290 Like if I keep, uh, enabling you, 671 00:38:12,292 --> 00:38:13,793 I'm just like disabling you. 672 00:38:13,795 --> 00:38:15,495 I've got to stop doing that. 673 00:38:18,298 --> 00:38:20,199 What? 674 00:38:20,201 --> 00:38:21,636 Disabling me? 675 00:38:23,370 --> 00:38:26,071 Who the fuck talks like that? 676 00:38:26,073 --> 00:38:29,208 The only person who can disable me is me. 677 00:38:29,210 --> 00:38:29,944 Right. 678 00:38:35,583 --> 00:38:39,585 I just mean, um... 679 00:38:39,587 --> 00:38:43,421 Uh, I just mean like, uh, because I'm always 680 00:38:43,423 --> 00:38:46,792 reassessing myself, um... 681 00:38:46,794 --> 00:38:49,096 Should I continue to blow you, so you can think clearer? 682 00:38:50,832 --> 00:38:53,768 You know, I just, I miss the 683 00:38:54,735 --> 00:38:57,069 I miss the point, the 684 00:38:57,071 --> 00:38:59,238 I miss the plot with everything, you know. 685 00:38:59,240 --> 00:39:00,706 'Cause I'm so afraid 686 00:39:00,708 --> 00:39:02,510 of not being the best version of myself. 687 00:39:04,411 --> 00:39:07,913 I'm really glad that you've had this revelation, you know? 688 00:39:07,915 --> 00:39:10,850 It's good. It's really good to think about yourself, 689 00:39:10,852 --> 00:39:13,686 when someone else is blowing you. 690 00:39:13,688 --> 00:39:16,055 Right? Not to mention a girlfriend. 691 00:39:16,057 --> 00:39:18,757 Am I just a piece of ass for you? 692 00:39:18,759 --> 00:39:21,426 No, because frankly, you talk about me 693 00:39:21,428 --> 00:39:23,062 as if I'm some kind of girlfriend, 694 00:39:23,064 --> 00:39:24,530 and I look beautiful, 695 00:39:24,532 --> 00:39:26,599 and soufflé this and champagne that, 696 00:39:26,601 --> 00:39:28,667 and you love chocolate, and women love chocolate, 697 00:39:28,669 --> 00:39:29,768 and that's great. 698 00:39:29,770 --> 00:39:31,237 That's not what I'm saying. 699 00:39:31,239 --> 00:39:34,073 No, but what you're saying is that you'd rather keep me down. 700 00:39:34,075 --> 00:39:35,040 - No. - NICOLE: Yes, you would. 701 00:39:35,042 --> 00:39:36,575 That's not what I'm saying it all. 702 00:39:36,577 --> 00:39:39,545 You couldn't possibly be fucking somebody 703 00:39:39,547 --> 00:39:41,148 that could actually have a career of her own. 704 00:39:54,695 --> 00:39:56,795 I was just saying that we can... we can bring things back 705 00:39:56,797 --> 00:39:58,230 to the way they were, 706 00:39:58,232 --> 00:40:01,033 when things were good before I fucked everything up. 707 00:40:01,035 --> 00:40:02,433 We just have to know where that was 708 00:40:02,435 --> 00:40:05,170 and how we got here. That's it. 709 00:40:05,172 --> 00:40:06,572 But if it doesn't work... 710 00:40:06,574 --> 00:40:07,640 It'll work. That's all I'm saying. 711 00:40:07,642 --> 00:40:08,941 It's gonna break my heart. 712 00:40:08,943 --> 00:40:10,542 I mean, that's all I'm saying. 713 00:40:10,544 --> 00:40:11,911 That's all I'm saying. 714 00:40:11,913 --> 00:40:15,446 Just don't do this to me again. 715 00:40:15,448 --> 00:40:18,017 Let's just go back there. 716 00:40:18,019 --> 00:40:19,720 Where? 717 00:40:21,355 --> 00:40:23,355 (INDISCERNIBLE SPEECH) 718 00:40:23,357 --> 00:40:25,190 Sure. 719 00:40:25,192 --> 00:40:26,825 And we can wear bathrobes, and we can wake up, 720 00:40:26,827 --> 00:40:28,160 and we can get crazy. 721 00:40:28,162 --> 00:40:29,662 Yeah! 722 00:40:29,664 --> 00:40:31,297 NICOLE: And then we can go swimming, and then we can laugh about 723 00:40:31,299 --> 00:40:32,733 all the things we did. 724 00:40:49,449 --> 00:40:51,150 That's not like a heavy pour. 725 00:40:51,152 --> 00:40:54,853 - I'm not even drinking. - I am drinking. 726 00:40:54,855 --> 00:40:56,857 I have small hands, small stomach. 727 00:40:58,259 --> 00:41:01,128 (LAUGHS) 728 00:41:02,596 --> 00:41:05,965 I have small hands, small stomach. 729 00:41:05,967 --> 00:41:08,133 Me have small hand, small stomach. 730 00:41:08,135 --> 00:41:10,336 Are you trying to get me drunk, Sean? 731 00:41:10,338 --> 00:41:12,006 - Yes. - Why? 732 00:41:13,708 --> 00:41:15,007 I know why. 733 00:41:15,009 --> 00:41:16,308 I would love to take advantage of you. 734 00:41:16,310 --> 00:41:17,242 I know why. 735 00:41:17,244 --> 00:41:18,478 Why? 736 00:41:20,548 --> 00:41:22,214 What are you talking about? 737 00:41:22,216 --> 00:41:25,317 NICOLE: I'm talking about the one about the crazy record producer. 738 00:41:25,319 --> 00:41:26,852 Oh my God. No. 739 00:41:26,854 --> 00:41:28,187 I do need to get drunk for that. 740 00:41:28,189 --> 00:41:29,256 SEAN: What are you talking about? 741 00:41:32,293 --> 00:41:33,491 Are you serious? 742 00:41:33,493 --> 00:41:36,662 You're really pretending not to remember right now. 743 00:41:36,664 --> 00:41:38,163 It's like your favorite movie. 744 00:41:38,165 --> 00:41:40,032 Well, I wouldn't say it's my favorite movie. 745 00:41:40,034 --> 00:41:43,268 It is. You told me it was your favorite movie. 746 00:41:43,270 --> 00:41:45,437 Like do you realize like how fucked up it was for me 747 00:41:45,439 --> 00:41:48,340 to watch you watching the record producer in that movie, 748 00:41:48,342 --> 00:41:50,509 while I was standing in front of the TV stripping for you? 749 00:41:50,511 --> 00:41:51,677 SEAN: Why is it fucked up? 750 00:41:51,679 --> 00:41:53,547 While you were jerking off? 751 00:41:57,852 --> 00:41:59,018 I mean, I'm sorry. 752 00:41:59,020 --> 00:42:00,386 Did you like block this out of your mind? 753 00:42:00,388 --> 00:42:01,987 - You're pretending... - SEAN: I must have. 754 00:42:01,989 --> 00:42:04,223 NICOLE: I mean, it was hot. It was good. It was hot. 755 00:42:04,225 --> 00:42:06,525 I was into it. But I just like... 756 00:42:06,527 --> 00:42:07,960 SEAN: What? What did you think? 757 00:42:07,962 --> 00:42:09,595 (LAUGHS) 758 00:42:09,597 --> 00:42:12,698 I mean, I thought 759 00:42:12,700 --> 00:42:14,400 I thought like, "Were you looking at me" 760 00:42:14,402 --> 00:42:17,571 or were you looking at the producer in the movie? 761 00:42:19,373 --> 00:42:20,439 Like, when I was stripping. 762 00:42:20,441 --> 00:42:22,341 Is that a serious question? 763 00:42:22,343 --> 00:42:25,044 Yeah, because I wondered like, "Is he looking at himself" 764 00:42:25,046 --> 00:42:27,346 and that's what turns him on? 765 00:42:27,348 --> 00:42:28,380 Of course, I was looking at you. 766 00:42:28,382 --> 00:42:29,116 I'm kidding. 767 00:42:30,351 --> 00:42:31,085 It's a joke. 768 00:42:40,261 --> 00:42:47,735 (♪♪♪) 769 00:43:01,782 --> 00:43:04,450 A family. 770 00:43:04,452 --> 00:43:05,920 Family. 771 00:43:07,788 --> 00:43:09,056 Like a family, family. 772 00:43:11,959 --> 00:43:13,859 What's a family, family? 773 00:43:13,861 --> 00:43:16,428 3 acres and a mule. 774 00:43:16,430 --> 00:43:18,697 (NICOLE CHUCKLES) 775 00:43:18,699 --> 00:43:20,533 Always wanted a family, family. 776 00:43:20,535 --> 00:43:23,102 Mmm. 777 00:43:23,104 --> 00:43:25,437 We can get a ranch out in Montana somewhere. 778 00:43:25,439 --> 00:43:26,807 Mhmm, mm. 779 00:43:31,745 --> 00:43:33,848 Couple of kids, maybe two. 780 00:43:36,717 --> 00:43:39,051 I don't want any twins, though, 781 00:43:39,053 --> 00:43:40,387 so hope you're alright with that. 782 00:43:47,461 --> 00:43:48,861 Hey. 783 00:43:48,863 --> 00:43:50,297 Where you going? 784 00:43:54,668 --> 00:43:55,734 How many kids do you want? 785 00:43:55,736 --> 00:43:57,436 Two. 786 00:43:57,438 --> 00:43:59,304 NICOLE: Not more than two? 787 00:43:59,306 --> 00:44:00,507 Three? 788 00:44:00,509 --> 00:44:01,406 - SEAN: Just two. - Four. 789 00:44:01,408 --> 00:44:03,876 - Two. - You know I can't have kids! 790 00:44:03,878 --> 00:44:05,477 You know I can't have kids! 791 00:44:05,479 --> 00:44:06,747 Fuck you! 792 00:44:08,382 --> 00:44:09,549 No. 793 00:44:09,551 --> 00:44:11,750 Uh-uh. 794 00:44:11,752 --> 00:44:13,285 You're just gonna fuck me? 795 00:44:13,287 --> 00:44:15,420 It doesn't matter, because I can't get pregnant. 796 00:44:15,422 --> 00:44:17,557 You're gonna go and marry the other girl! 797 00:44:17,559 --> 00:44:20,593 No! No! No! No! 798 00:44:20,595 --> 00:44:21,827 Fuck! 799 00:44:21,829 --> 00:44:22,761 That's not true. 800 00:44:22,763 --> 00:44:24,463 Get off! 801 00:44:24,465 --> 00:44:25,931 (SCREAMS) 802 00:44:25,933 --> 00:44:27,567 Hey, hey! Hey! 803 00:44:27,569 --> 00:44:28,734 Stop! Stop! Stop! 804 00:44:28,736 --> 00:44:30,702 Stop! Stop! Stop! 805 00:44:30,704 --> 00:44:33,939 - Please. - (CRYING) 806 00:44:33,941 --> 00:44:41,415 (♪♪♪) 807 00:44:45,886 --> 00:44:49,021 NICOLE: The meanest thing Sean ever told me is that I wasn't sick, 808 00:44:49,023 --> 00:44:51,023 I wasn't dying, I had everything I wanted, 809 00:44:51,025 --> 00:44:52,925 I wasn't living on the streets. 810 00:44:52,927 --> 00:44:54,092 And the only reason that I had a problem 811 00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:57,062 with this kid thing was because I, like a child, 812 00:44:57,064 --> 00:44:59,833 just wanted something that I couldn't have. 813 00:45:07,208 --> 00:45:09,609 Okay, stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. 814 00:45:09,611 --> 00:45:12,413 (CRYING) 815 00:45:14,549 --> 00:45:16,150 Is that love? 816 00:45:21,855 --> 00:45:23,023 Okay. 817 00:45:27,494 --> 00:45:28,829 (INDISCERNIBLE SPEECH) 818 00:46:32,226 --> 00:46:32,960 No. 819 00:46:34,596 --> 00:46:35,794 You know what's great about morning sex? 820 00:46:35,796 --> 00:46:36,895 What? 821 00:46:36,897 --> 00:46:38,196 Nothing. 822 00:46:38,198 --> 00:46:40,132 Very self-conscious in front of the cameras. 823 00:46:40,134 --> 00:46:42,369 Please, don't do it. 824 00:46:43,904 --> 00:46:45,105 No. 825 00:46:45,806 --> 00:46:47,372 (LAUGHING) 826 00:46:47,374 --> 00:46:49,577 SEAN: Did I ever tell you the story about Rebecca? 827 00:46:52,479 --> 00:46:55,682 My first girlfriend in high school. 828 00:46:55,684 --> 00:46:56,948 Were you happy in high school? 829 00:46:56,950 --> 00:46:58,751 You wanna know about one of my boys? 830 00:46:58,753 --> 00:47:00,052 I can't. 831 00:47:00,054 --> 00:47:01,754 It'll hurt me. 832 00:47:01,756 --> 00:47:02,954 Stop it. 833 00:47:02,956 --> 00:47:03,591 (INDISCERNIBLE SPEECH) 834 00:47:05,826 --> 00:47:08,060 (LAUGHS) 835 00:47:08,062 --> 00:47:09,127 You know, it's not that I don't like 836 00:47:09,129 --> 00:47:10,630 you taking photos of me, 837 00:47:10,632 --> 00:47:12,299 it's that you're a terrible photographer. 838 00:47:14,168 --> 00:47:15,735 You're ferocious. 839 00:47:15,737 --> 00:47:17,905 NICOLE: I am. 840 00:47:22,443 --> 00:47:24,076 SEAN: What the fuck are you talking about? 841 00:47:24,078 --> 00:47:25,511 What are you... 842 00:47:25,513 --> 00:47:27,346 NICOLE: Since when have you changed? 843 00:47:27,348 --> 00:47:29,116 What are you fucking Mariah... Mariah Carey? 844 00:47:33,287 --> 00:47:37,590 SEAN: Omnipotent helplessness. 845 00:47:37,592 --> 00:47:41,028 You don't even know what the fuck that means. 846 00:47:41,929 --> 00:47:46,098 Experiencer with no end user. 847 00:47:46,100 --> 00:47:48,168 Becoming here. 848 00:47:48,936 --> 00:47:51,671 Becoming in time. 849 00:47:51,673 --> 00:47:53,107 Becoming here. 850 00:47:54,709 --> 00:47:55,909 - Darling? - Hmm. 851 00:47:57,444 --> 00:47:58,479 Thank you. 852 00:48:02,449 --> 00:48:04,116 What's in this? 853 00:48:04,118 --> 00:48:05,917 SEAN: Love. 854 00:48:05,919 --> 00:48:07,386 It tastes good. 855 00:48:07,388 --> 00:48:08,954 SEAN: Wanna get out of that tub? 856 00:48:08,956 --> 00:48:10,558 Was it meant to become open? 857 00:48:14,729 --> 00:48:16,430 Was it meant to become open? 858 00:48:20,635 --> 00:48:21,969 God, she's beautiful. 859 00:48:24,271 --> 00:48:26,371 We live time rather than just conceive it. 860 00:48:26,373 --> 00:48:29,141 It's a device of the mind. 861 00:48:29,143 --> 00:48:31,111 And time is no beginning. 862 00:48:32,913 --> 00:48:35,416 Would I be here in this moment if we had never met. 863 00:48:38,085 --> 00:48:41,219 Would you? 864 00:48:41,221 --> 00:48:42,555 What would you say? 865 00:48:42,557 --> 00:48:44,391 What would I say? 866 00:48:46,293 --> 00:48:47,660 This never happens. 867 00:48:47,662 --> 00:48:48,895 Maybe we shouldn't go. 868 00:48:48,897 --> 00:48:50,130 What? Why? 869 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:56,101 Because I just don't feel like it anymore. 870 00:48:56,103 --> 00:48:58,738 We should definitely go. It'll be fun. 871 00:48:58,740 --> 00:48:59,674 Be a nice date night. 872 00:49:01,141 --> 00:49:02,510 We'll umm... 873 00:49:03,778 --> 00:49:05,845 (CLEARS THROAT) It'll be good for you to go. 874 00:49:05,847 --> 00:49:07,479 What's that supposed to mean? 875 00:49:07,481 --> 00:49:11,851 Fuck, I don't know. I just mean that it would be 876 00:49:11,853 --> 00:49:13,853 I'm trying to make things better I'm not good at this. 877 00:49:13,855 --> 00:49:14,887 Hold on. 878 00:49:14,889 --> 00:49:16,121 Hold on. 879 00:49:16,123 --> 00:49:17,422 Wait a second. 880 00:49:17,424 --> 00:49:19,892 Hold on. What did you just say? 881 00:49:19,894 --> 00:49:21,627 Did you just say you weren't good at something? 882 00:49:21,629 --> 00:49:22,697 Oh my God. 883 00:49:24,164 --> 00:49:25,865 Congratulations, Sean. 884 00:49:25,867 --> 00:49:27,332 The Sean Graves 885 00:49:27,334 --> 00:49:29,702 finally admitted that he wasn't good at something. 886 00:49:29,704 --> 00:49:31,704 My God. Amazing. 887 00:49:31,706 --> 00:49:33,739 You know, it's really fucking interesting to me. 888 00:49:33,741 --> 00:49:35,508 Touché. 889 00:49:35,510 --> 00:49:37,777 Okay, fine. I'll go to the party under one condition. 890 00:49:37,779 --> 00:49:38,680 SEAN: What's that? 891 00:49:44,886 --> 00:49:46,652 What's with all the ultimatums? 892 00:49:46,654 --> 00:49:49,287 You tell me. 893 00:49:49,289 --> 00:49:51,256 You're a rambling, gambling type of guy. 894 00:49:51,258 --> 00:49:52,560 Figure it out. 895 00:49:54,829 --> 00:49:58,265 Mmm. No? 896 00:50:04,104 --> 00:50:05,540 And? 897 00:50:07,341 --> 00:50:09,777 SEAN:! What assumptions are you making right now? 898 00:50:15,048 --> 00:50:18,951 !Everything changes soon enough. 899 00:50:18,953 --> 00:50:20,722 You change itself. 900 00:50:24,191 --> 00:50:26,057 Including change itself. 901 00:50:26,059 --> 00:50:29,062 (CHEERING) 902 00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:34,099 I don't feel fine. 903 00:50:34,101 --> 00:50:35,535 You're alright. 904 00:50:35,537 --> 00:50:37,269 Hey, Sean. 905 00:50:37,271 --> 00:50:39,271 I gotta tell you, disappearing right now 906 00:50:39,273 --> 00:50:41,339 with a pitchfork interview on the horizon, 907 00:50:41,341 --> 00:50:43,576 makes me fucking nervous. 908 00:50:43,578 --> 00:50:44,646 Hi, Miranda. 909 00:50:45,713 --> 00:50:48,313 So, the reason we have cell phones 910 00:50:48,315 --> 00:50:50,616 is to get in touch 24/7. 911 00:50:50,618 --> 00:50:52,852 Well, I was fucking him 23 of those 24, 912 00:50:52,854 --> 00:50:55,320 so I guess that's on me. 913 00:50:55,322 --> 00:50:57,523 I'm gonna get a drink and uh, 914 00:50:57,525 --> 00:50:59,192 mingle with the beautiful people. 915 00:51:00,227 --> 00:51:02,229 Maybe I'll see David Bowie. 916 00:51:03,731 --> 00:51:05,932 I don't know what you see in her. 917 00:51:05,934 --> 00:51:07,267 Certainly isn't talent. 918 00:51:08,636 --> 00:51:10,268 - Pitchfork. - I'm on it. 919 00:51:10,270 --> 00:51:11,169 No, I'm on it. 920 00:51:11,171 --> 00:51:13,171 Great. 921 00:51:13,173 --> 00:51:14,707 - Thank you. - Mhmm. 922 00:51:14,709 --> 00:51:15,708 You're welcome. 923 00:51:15,710 --> 00:51:16,809 Yeah. 924 00:51:16,811 --> 00:51:19,812 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 925 00:51:19,814 --> 00:51:27,287 (♪♪♪) 926 00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,426 Just get me a Manhattan. 927 00:51:34,428 --> 00:51:35,663 Just make it real mean. 928 00:51:40,367 --> 00:51:42,001 She loves you. 929 00:51:42,003 --> 00:51:43,134 - Miranda? - Yeah. 930 00:51:43,136 --> 00:51:44,639 I'll have what she's having. 931 00:51:46,641 --> 00:51:48,273 You know, I gotta be honest with you. 932 00:51:48,275 --> 00:51:50,042 Umm, I really don't feel like myself here. 933 00:51:50,044 --> 00:51:55,380 And it's making me feel umm, um, a bit uh, disagreeable. 934 00:51:55,382 --> 00:51:58,017 Oh, come on, it's just a party. 935 00:51:58,019 --> 00:51:59,952 Be a rock star. 936 00:51:59,954 --> 00:52:01,388 Be a rock star. 937 00:52:02,389 --> 00:52:03,891 I'd rather just be your fiancé. 938 00:52:05,059 --> 00:52:08,360 In due time. 939 00:52:08,362 --> 00:52:10,730 Fine. I'm gonna go fucking rub shoulders. 940 00:52:10,732 --> 00:52:11,465 You look great. 941 00:52:13,968 --> 00:52:15,703 Aah-ooh-ah! 942 00:52:18,806 --> 00:52:20,106 Come here. 943 00:52:20,108 --> 00:52:22,775 It's so good to see you, man. 944 00:52:22,777 --> 00:52:23,943 Oh, man. 945 00:52:23,945 --> 00:52:26,979 You've been working out. 946 00:52:26,981 --> 00:52:27,847 What are you doing? 947 00:52:27,849 --> 00:52:29,481 You look great. 948 00:52:29,483 --> 00:52:31,784 - Not as good as you do. - Wow. Happy birthday. 949 00:52:31,786 --> 00:52:33,052 Thanks, man. 950 00:52:33,054 --> 00:52:34,854 What are you doing here? 951 00:52:34,856 --> 00:52:36,756 I just didn't want to miss your birthday. 952 00:52:36,758 --> 00:52:38,758 Yeah, except for you were supposed to, right? 953 00:52:38,760 --> 00:52:41,060 Thought you had, like some secretive thing you had to do. 954 00:52:41,062 --> 00:52:42,995 Nah. 955 00:52:42,997 --> 00:52:45,330 - No? - Cancelled it. 956 00:52:45,332 --> 00:52:46,565 - For me? - Yeah. 957 00:52:46,567 --> 00:52:49,769 Well, we men, are political animals, no? 958 00:52:49,771 --> 00:52:50,870 Sure. Let's get. 959 00:52:50,872 --> 00:52:52,203 - You gonna smoke that? - Go on and get. 960 00:52:52,205 --> 00:52:53,675 Go fucking move, in good time. 961 00:53:02,984 --> 00:53:06,954 SEAN: Eventually, everything will happen. 962 00:53:13,094 --> 00:53:15,963 (INDISTINCT CHATTER and CHEERING IN BACKGROUND) 963 00:53:18,700 --> 00:53:19,999 What? 964 00:53:20,001 --> 00:53:21,401 I know what you're doing. 965 00:53:23,270 --> 00:53:25,971 I just think you should cool it. 966 00:53:25,973 --> 00:53:27,573 What? What? What are you talking about? 967 00:53:27,575 --> 00:53:29,240 Your health, your body. 968 00:53:29,242 --> 00:53:30,375 What are you saying to me right now? 969 00:53:30,377 --> 00:53:31,510 JESSE: You need to be careful. 970 00:53:31,512 --> 00:53:33,380 Dude, have some reverence for life. 971 00:53:34,314 --> 00:53:36,682 Look at me. 972 00:53:36,684 --> 00:53:38,984 Just stop trying to fucking forecast the weather 973 00:53:38,986 --> 00:53:40,722 and build a better boat. 974 00:53:43,991 --> 00:53:45,760 Are you happy? 975 00:53:47,260 --> 00:53:49,227 Are you happy? 976 00:53:49,229 --> 00:53:50,596 It's been a strange trip, man. 977 00:53:50,598 --> 00:53:53,298 Yeah, that's fucking life, man. 978 00:53:53,300 --> 00:53:54,600 That's life. 979 00:53:54,602 --> 00:53:56,569 You know, we don't have a clue. 980 00:53:56,571 --> 00:53:58,405 Just don't mistake the map for the terrain. 981 00:54:02,275 --> 00:54:04,011 Are you happy? 982 00:54:06,180 --> 00:54:07,915 Are you fucking happy? 983 00:54:10,350 --> 00:54:11,650 No! 984 00:54:11,652 --> 00:54:13,819 No. 985 00:54:13,821 --> 00:54:15,755 That's fucking why I'm doing it, man. 986 00:54:15,757 --> 00:54:17,990 All you can do is win every day, right? 987 00:54:17,992 --> 00:54:19,357 Win today. 988 00:54:19,359 --> 00:54:21,861 Just stop saying yes when you mean no, 989 00:54:21,863 --> 00:54:24,864 and stop saying no when you mean yes. 990 00:54:24,866 --> 00:54:25,798 Fuck, man. 991 00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:27,935 - I'm worried about you. - No, it's okay. 992 00:54:31,038 --> 00:54:33,438 Well, you're here, so you might as well 993 00:54:33,440 --> 00:54:35,941 have a good time. 994 00:54:35,943 --> 00:54:38,679 I think this will get you where you need to go. 995 00:54:44,986 --> 00:54:47,285 What is it? 996 00:54:47,287 --> 00:54:48,988 It's my birthday. 997 00:54:48,990 --> 00:54:50,756 - My birthday? It's my birthday. - It's my birthday. 998 00:54:50,758 --> 00:54:52,558 Just be cool, man. It's my birthday. 999 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:55,795 It's for me. It's my happy birthday to me. 1000 00:54:55,797 --> 00:54:57,295 Yes, yes. Take it, take it. 1001 00:54:57,297 --> 00:54:58,032 Yeah. 1002 00:55:01,969 --> 00:55:02,737 Cheers. 1003 00:55:04,304 --> 00:55:11,779 (♪♪♪) 1004 00:55:19,319 --> 00:55:26,794 (♪♪♪) 1005 00:55:34,334 --> 00:55:41,809 (♪♪♪) 1006 00:55:59,827 --> 00:56:01,492 Yo, the synths on the new record? 1007 00:56:01,494 --> 00:56:04,296 Pfft! You killed it, fam. 1008 00:56:04,298 --> 00:56:06,832 Track six. (SINGING BEAT) 1009 00:56:06,834 --> 00:56:09,704 (LAUGHS) 1010 00:56:11,005 --> 00:56:12,638 - All that, baby. - Cheers. 1011 00:56:12,640 --> 00:56:14,807 Listen, thank you for letting me do my thing on it. 1012 00:56:14,809 --> 00:56:16,575 You go and play it in the hard way, 1013 00:56:16,577 --> 00:56:17,576 it's dope. 1014 00:56:17,578 --> 00:56:18,811 (MAN LAUGHS) 1015 00:56:18,813 --> 00:56:20,646 SEAN: Everybody's afraid of everybody else. 1016 00:56:20,648 --> 00:56:22,581 Everybody's afraid of everybody else. 1017 00:56:22,583 --> 00:56:25,217 Everybody's afraid of everybody else. 1018 00:56:25,219 --> 00:56:26,852 - Ciao. - Hey. 1019 00:56:26,854 --> 00:56:28,153 - Restaurant. - Do you remember me? Mhmm. 1020 00:56:28,155 --> 00:56:30,322 - You remember me. - I do, of course. 1021 00:56:30,324 --> 00:56:31,757 - Good memory. - Yeah. 1022 00:56:31,759 --> 00:56:33,959 (LAUGHS) Well, it hasn't failed me yet. 1023 00:56:33,961 --> 00:56:34,662 (BOTH LAUGH) 1024 00:56:38,366 --> 00:56:40,332 It's China, baby. (LAUGHS) 1025 00:56:40,334 --> 00:56:42,101 - Even in the dark. - Even in the dark, baby. 1026 00:56:42,103 --> 00:56:43,202 (SEAN LAUGHS) 1027 00:56:43,204 --> 00:56:45,170 - 'Cause you're the people. - Uh, yeah. 1028 00:56:45,172 --> 00:56:45,871 Right? 1029 00:56:45,873 --> 00:56:47,608 Just standing here, quiet? 1030 00:56:48,776 --> 00:56:50,910 Just getting some space. 1031 00:56:50,912 --> 00:56:52,945 Yeah, I feel like my anxiety gets worse 1032 00:56:52,947 --> 00:56:54,445 the older I get. 1033 00:56:54,447 --> 00:56:55,614 - Oh. - Yeah. 1034 00:56:55,616 --> 00:56:57,116 I'm Ryan. 1035 00:56:57,118 --> 00:56:58,217 Sean. 1036 00:56:58,219 --> 00:56:59,685 Right. You know. 1037 00:56:59,687 --> 00:57:01,720 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 1038 00:57:01,722 --> 00:57:03,055 - Thank you. - Nah, man. 1039 00:57:03,057 --> 00:57:07,359 Listen, you mind the boys and everything? 1040 00:57:07,361 --> 00:57:09,261 I need something to get me out of bed in the morning. 1041 00:57:09,263 --> 00:57:11,964 Too much self-obsession. 1042 00:57:11,966 --> 00:57:14,400 So many other better ways to spend my time, you know? 1043 00:57:14,402 --> 00:57:16,101 That's Nicole Chase, right? 1044 00:57:16,103 --> 00:57:17,970 That, yeah, that's her. 1045 00:57:17,972 --> 00:57:20,105 - I love her. - You do? 1046 00:57:20,107 --> 00:57:21,106 She's great. 1047 00:57:21,108 --> 00:57:22,440 SEAN: Oh, wow. 1048 00:57:22,442 --> 00:57:24,944 My frequency's been all out of loop. 1049 00:57:24,946 --> 00:57:26,545 - Just static in my frequency. - SEAN: Yeah. 1050 00:57:26,547 --> 00:57:27,713 (MIMICS STATIC NOISE) 1051 00:57:27,715 --> 00:57:30,916 SEAN: Everybody's afraid of everybody else. 1052 00:57:30,918 --> 00:57:32,985 Everybody's afraid of everybody else. 1053 00:57:32,987 --> 00:57:33,953 MAN 1: You're really something special. 1054 00:57:33,955 --> 00:57:36,689 - Am I? - Oh my gosh, yes. 1055 00:57:36,691 --> 00:57:38,724 I was just wondering what happened to her, though. 1056 00:57:38,726 --> 00:57:40,059 What do you mean? 1057 00:57:40,061 --> 00:57:43,228 Well, she had that like one song, but that was it. 1058 00:57:43,230 --> 00:57:45,264 One hit wonder. 1059 00:57:45,266 --> 00:57:46,665 Oh, oh. 1060 00:57:46,667 --> 00:57:48,035 Yeah, I don't know. 1061 00:57:48,936 --> 00:57:49,737 Hey, hi. 1062 00:57:53,174 --> 00:57:55,507 In my heart today. 1063 00:57:55,509 --> 00:57:57,242 I'm happy I was able to help you out 1064 00:57:57,244 --> 00:58:00,879 and it sounds like people really enjoyed the record. 1065 00:58:00,881 --> 00:58:01,847 SEAN: She's a big fan. 1066 00:58:01,849 --> 00:58:03,415 RYAN: Yeah, absolutely. 1067 00:58:03,417 --> 00:58:06,785 I was just listening to Sometime, Sometime in Summer. 1068 00:58:06,787 --> 00:58:08,153 - Summer? - Yeah! 1069 00:58:08,155 --> 00:58:10,723 - It's wonderful. I loved it. - Really? 1070 00:58:10,725 --> 00:58:13,225 Yeah, my roommate turned me onto it. 1071 00:58:13,227 --> 00:58:14,727 Yeah, it's one of my favorites, too. 1072 00:58:14,729 --> 00:58:15,861 Yeah, I love it. 1073 00:58:15,863 --> 00:58:17,098 It's heartbreaking. 1074 00:58:18,332 --> 00:58:19,700 I wrote it about him. 1075 00:58:20,768 --> 00:58:22,401 That's sweet. 1076 00:58:22,403 --> 00:58:24,636 I just wanted to tell you guys, it was great 1077 00:58:24,638 --> 00:58:28,609 meeting both of you, and buona notte. 1078 00:58:29,377 --> 00:58:30,711 - Hey, hey. - Yeah. 1079 00:58:31,412 --> 00:58:32,546 Thanks. 1080 00:58:33,581 --> 00:58:34,680 - Of course. - Thank you. 1081 00:58:34,682 --> 00:58:35,748 Yeah, of course. 1082 00:58:35,750 --> 00:58:37,249 I... I mean it. 1083 00:58:37,251 --> 00:58:38,953 I'm sorry, guys. 1084 00:58:43,290 --> 00:58:44,990 You alright? 1085 00:58:44,992 --> 00:58:47,426 Yeah. 1086 00:58:47,428 --> 00:58:49,061 (SNIFFLES) 1087 00:58:49,063 --> 00:58:50,396 She's a fan. 1088 00:58:50,398 --> 00:58:57,872 (♪♪♪) 1089 00:59:00,074 --> 00:59:01,673 You should call her. Come back here. 1090 00:59:01,675 --> 00:59:03,008 Give me another compliment. 1091 00:59:03,010 --> 00:59:05,644 (LAUGHS) 1092 00:59:05,646 --> 00:59:07,014 She really digs your music. 1093 00:59:09,518 --> 00:59:11,218 NICOLE: Look at us, a bunch of weirdos in the corner. 1094 00:59:13,921 --> 00:59:19,358 SEAN: I'm so, so sorry. 1095 00:59:19,360 --> 00:59:21,393 For everything. 1096 00:59:21,395 --> 00:59:23,796 NICOLE: Why don't you want this moment to last forever? 1097 00:59:23,798 --> 00:59:25,798 SEAN: It will. 1098 00:59:25,800 --> 00:59:27,800 Bury it deep in your memory with strings 1099 00:59:27,802 --> 00:59:29,904 attached to me. 1100 00:59:32,606 --> 00:59:33,939 NICOLE: What's going on? 1101 00:59:33,941 --> 00:59:35,441 I feel like this !is really coming out of my eyes. 1102 00:59:35,443 --> 00:59:36,975 I feel like it has this... 1103 00:59:36,977 --> 00:59:38,946 SEAN: Lived in effect. 1104 00:59:47,988 --> 00:59:50,456 Maybe it's what's supposed to happen. 1105 00:59:50,458 --> 00:59:54,259 NICOLE: It's my fault. 1106 00:59:54,261 --> 00:59:56,095 It's no one's fault. 1107 00:59:56,097 --> 00:59:57,331 SEAN: All I found it's my fault. 1108 01:00:06,575 --> 01:00:14,048 (♪♪♪) 1109 01:00:35,736 --> 01:00:39,271 SEAN: You gotta be kidding me. 1110 01:00:39,273 --> 01:00:41,041 !You really messed up everything. 1111 01:00:44,311 --> 01:00:46,847 The very questions are the answer. 1112 01:00:53,420 --> 01:00:56,523 Who's there? 1113 01:00:56,525 --> 01:01:03,998 (♪♪♪) 1114 01:01:10,371 --> 01:01:13,307 !You really messed up everything. 1115 01:01:18,345 --> 01:01:21,380 (HUMMING, SPITS) 1116 01:01:21,382 --> 01:01:28,856 (♪♪♪) 1117 01:01:33,060 --> 01:01:35,494 NICOLE: Are you ready to wake up? 1118 01:01:35,496 --> 01:01:42,970 (♪♪♪) 1119 01:01:50,545 --> 01:01:58,018 (♪♪♪) 1120 01:02:05,326 --> 01:02:08,528 Sean? 1121 01:02:08,530 --> 01:02:10,162 Hey! 1122 01:02:10,164 --> 01:02:13,365 (SPITS) Ugh! I woke up this morning and I swear to you, 1123 01:02:13,367 --> 01:02:15,734 I feel like a weight's been lifted off my shoulders. 1124 01:02:15,736 --> 01:02:18,303 And I started laughing and I was thinking about how 1125 01:02:18,305 --> 01:02:23,275 Keith Richards kept a tape recorder next to his bed. 1126 01:02:23,277 --> 01:02:25,310 Right? And he woke up in the middle of the night 1127 01:02:25,312 --> 01:02:27,547 and he came up with a riff for satisfaction. Right? 1128 01:02:27,549 --> 01:02:28,415 And then he fell asleep. 1129 01:02:30,417 --> 01:02:31,950 But the first part of the tape is like 1130 01:02:31,952 --> 01:02:34,621 (SINGS TUNE) 1131 01:02:34,623 --> 01:02:35,487 Isn't that amazing? 1132 01:02:35,489 --> 01:02:38,323 (LAUGHS) 1133 01:02:38,325 --> 01:02:39,891 Right? 1134 01:02:39,893 --> 01:02:41,260 So I figured it out. 1135 01:02:41,262 --> 01:02:43,428 Tonight's the first night of the rest of my career. 1136 01:02:43,430 --> 01:02:45,264 (SEAN LAUGHS) 1137 01:02:45,266 --> 01:02:46,733 NICOLE: I'm gonna get a tape recorder. 1138 01:02:46,735 --> 01:02:49,935 But listen, we're not gonna tape ourselves fucking, okay? 1139 01:02:49,937 --> 01:02:52,137 'Cause this is all business, my friend. 1140 01:02:52,139 --> 01:02:53,905 Do they even make tape recorders anymore? 1141 01:02:53,907 --> 01:02:55,575 Right? 1142 01:02:55,577 --> 01:02:56,944 It's genius! 1143 01:02:57,378 --> 01:02:58,678 Mm, mm. 1144 01:02:58,680 --> 01:02:59,679 Sorry. 1145 01:02:59,681 --> 01:03:01,146 It's so beautiful out today. 1146 01:03:01,148 --> 01:03:03,484 Should we go for a walk? Like get a coffee? 1147 01:03:08,055 --> 01:03:09,821 I had a really long night. 1148 01:03:09,823 --> 01:03:11,158 Yeah, no kidding. 1149 01:03:13,762 --> 01:03:15,062 What's wrong? 1150 01:03:16,897 --> 01:03:19,798 I had this dream. 1151 01:03:19,800 --> 01:03:25,505 And it feels like everything is just out of my control. 1152 01:03:25,507 --> 01:03:29,509 And all these things are happening. 1153 01:03:29,511 --> 01:03:33,478 And I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. 1154 01:03:33,480 --> 01:03:34,882 I don't know what it is. 1155 01:03:37,017 --> 01:03:39,017 I think you need a coffee. 1156 01:03:39,019 --> 01:03:40,218 I'm serious. 1157 01:03:40,220 --> 01:03:42,087 Okay. What? I'm sorry. 1158 01:03:42,089 --> 01:03:43,021 Keep talking. 1159 01:03:43,023 --> 01:03:44,458 Like uh... 1160 01:03:47,127 --> 01:03:51,631 There's this weird limbo. 1161 01:03:51,633 --> 01:03:54,168 Some fucked-up déjà vu. 1162 01:03:56,738 --> 01:03:58,606 I can't put my finger on it. 1163 01:04:02,009 --> 01:04:03,442 You know what I mean? 1164 01:04:03,444 --> 01:04:06,713 No, I don't. 1165 01:04:06,715 --> 01:04:08,980 Of course, you don't. 1166 01:04:08,982 --> 01:04:16,457 (♪♪♪) 1167 01:04:30,304 --> 01:04:32,104 NARRATOR: Odysseus is disguised 1168 01:04:32,106 --> 01:04:35,140 when he returns to his home in Ithaca, 1169 01:04:35,142 --> 01:04:39,044 revealed only by his scar. 1170 01:04:39,046 --> 01:04:42,682 !Homer knew the power of wounds. 1171 01:04:42,684 --> 01:04:43,949 I'm ready to drop off... 1172 01:04:43,951 --> 01:04:45,417 Huh? 1173 01:04:45,419 --> 01:04:47,421 I'm ready to drop off the rest of the posters. 1174 01:04:48,690 --> 01:04:50,523 Uh, no. I don't know why? 1175 01:04:50,525 --> 01:04:52,692 I'm supposed to drop off the rest of the posters, 1176 01:04:52,694 --> 01:04:54,660 What, those posters? Those old posters? 1177 01:04:54,662 --> 01:04:55,862 No, the new ones. 1178 01:04:55,864 --> 01:04:57,730 NICOLE: New ones of what? 1179 01:04:57,732 --> 01:04:58,798 For the re-release. 1180 01:04:58,800 --> 01:05:00,033 NICOLE: Re-release? 1181 01:05:00,869 --> 01:05:02,501 Of what? Your album? 1182 01:05:02,503 --> 01:05:03,636 Whoa! 1183 01:05:03,638 --> 01:05:05,372 What's wrong with you? 1184 01:05:13,147 --> 01:05:15,113 Anyways, so I was thinking maybe if you didn't 1185 01:05:15,115 --> 01:05:17,015 wanna do a hike even though I know you're not... 1186 01:05:17,017 --> 01:05:19,953 (INDISCERNIBLE SPEECH) 1187 01:05:23,858 --> 01:05:24,857 What are you going on about? 1188 01:05:24,859 --> 01:05:27,058 Huh? 1189 01:05:27,060 --> 01:05:29,394 You said we were gonna go for a ride. 1190 01:05:29,396 --> 01:05:30,395 When? 1191 01:05:30,397 --> 01:05:31,697 Okay, fine, we're gonna get coffee first, 1192 01:05:31,699 --> 01:05:32,667 and then we can go. 1193 01:05:35,068 --> 01:05:37,004 Are you okay? 1194 01:05:39,440 --> 01:05:41,006 - What are you doing? - I'm gonna get coffee. 1195 01:05:41,008 --> 01:05:43,074 Huh? 1196 01:05:43,076 --> 01:05:44,679 Great. 1197 01:05:45,880 --> 01:05:48,346 Great, let's go. 1198 01:05:48,348 --> 01:05:50,417 Let's get a cup of coffee. 1199 01:05:56,724 --> 01:05:58,925 You gonna change or are you gonna go like that? 1200 01:05:58,927 --> 01:06:00,760 Um, no. 1201 01:06:00,762 --> 01:06:02,528 I'm just gonna put a pair of heels on and then we're good. 1202 01:06:02,530 --> 01:06:05,798 - Great. - What is wrong with you? 1203 01:06:05,800 --> 01:06:10,001 SEAN: There's a little bit of hell in me. 1204 01:06:10,003 --> 01:06:14,374 This bottomless mystery, of existence. 1205 01:06:16,644 --> 01:06:21,649 Sometimes one is hit by this thing. 1206 01:06:25,352 --> 01:06:26,754 There's a little bit of hell in me. 1207 01:06:40,902 --> 01:06:42,334 I have to pee. 1208 01:06:42,336 --> 01:06:43,503 Of course, you do. 1209 01:06:43,505 --> 01:06:46,404 You have to pee every five fucking minutes. 1210 01:06:46,406 --> 01:06:47,740 You know what's funny? 1211 01:06:47,742 --> 01:06:48,543 NICOLE: What? 1212 01:06:51,679 --> 01:06:55,447 I come in this morning to get a cup of coffee. 1213 01:06:55,449 --> 01:06:59,084 But now it's 6:00 and I haven't been home once. 1214 01:06:59,086 --> 01:07:02,287 I haven't done a single fucking thing I wanted to do today. 1215 01:07:02,289 --> 01:07:04,224 What's wrong? 1216 01:07:07,094 --> 01:07:08,730 Just drop it. 1217 01:07:10,330 --> 01:07:11,864 Let's not talk about it. 1218 01:07:11,866 --> 01:07:14,901 I just really don't think you'd understand. 1219 01:07:14,903 --> 01:07:17,435 I don't seem to understand anything about you, do I? 1220 01:07:17,437 --> 01:07:20,573 I think you should talk about it to somebody else. 1221 01:07:20,575 --> 01:07:23,576 - I need to talk to somebody? - Yeah, it'd be good for you. 1222 01:07:23,578 --> 01:07:26,480 (LAUGHS) 1223 01:07:31,019 --> 01:07:33,586 I need to talk to somebody. 1224 01:07:33,588 --> 01:07:35,521 Oh, that's good. 1225 01:07:35,523 --> 01:07:37,055 You know what I think you need? 1226 01:07:37,057 --> 01:07:39,025 Since marriage is completely off the fucking table 1227 01:07:39,027 --> 01:07:41,694 and this union will definitely never be official, 1228 01:07:41,696 --> 01:07:43,863 I think we should try and spice some things up a little bit. 1229 01:07:43,865 --> 01:07:44,832 Oh yeah? 1230 01:07:46,366 --> 01:07:47,533 Maybe that'll lift your mood. 1231 01:07:47,535 --> 01:07:49,067 Maybe you can talk to her. 1232 01:07:49,069 --> 01:07:51,369 Like that waitress at the restaurant? That'd be fun. 1233 01:07:51,371 --> 01:07:52,437 What are you fucking talking about? 1234 01:07:52,439 --> 01:07:53,806 That waitress there. 1235 01:07:53,808 --> 01:07:55,942 Oh, she loved you. Are you kidding me? 1236 01:07:55,944 --> 01:07:57,577 - Refilled your water nine times. - What restaurant? 1237 01:07:57,579 --> 01:07:59,244 What waitress are you talking about? 1238 01:07:59,246 --> 01:08:01,346 Oh, come on. 1239 01:08:01,348 --> 01:08:02,882 I don't need to fucking talk to her. 1240 01:08:02,884 --> 01:08:03,651 You're out of your fucking mind. 1241 01:08:05,385 --> 01:08:06,786 I'd like to talk to you. 1242 01:08:06,788 --> 01:08:08,688 - That would be nice. - You know you can help me. 1243 01:08:08,690 --> 01:08:09,757 How? 1244 01:08:11,593 --> 01:08:14,225 Standing on my fucking shoulders. 1245 01:08:14,227 --> 01:08:15,595 You can maybe tell me that. 1246 01:08:15,597 --> 01:08:17,095 Huh? 1247 01:08:17,097 --> 01:08:18,864 You want to be a fucking singer? 1248 01:08:18,866 --> 01:08:21,266 You want to write some fucking songs? 1249 01:08:21,268 --> 01:08:22,537 Fucking do it. 1250 01:08:24,038 --> 01:08:27,740 I'm tired of hearing your shit. "Oh, man, I was a singer." 1251 01:08:27,742 --> 01:08:30,342 No one wants to listen to my fucking songs. 1252 01:08:30,344 --> 01:08:31,443 Oh, Sean, help me. 1253 01:08:31,445 --> 01:08:33,879 Sean, produce my record. 1254 01:08:33,881 --> 01:08:36,882 Sean. As if I don't have enough on my fucking plate. 1255 01:08:36,884 --> 01:08:40,318 I need you fucking weighing me down. 1256 01:08:40,320 --> 01:08:42,855 Always. Always. Constantly. 1257 01:08:42,857 --> 01:08:44,090 Okay. 1258 01:08:44,092 --> 01:08:47,459 You don't do fucking anything. I pay for everything. 1259 01:08:47,461 --> 01:08:49,227 You eat everything. 1260 01:08:49,229 --> 01:08:52,197 You sleep in my fucking bed. You live in my fucking house. 1261 01:08:52,199 --> 01:08:53,398 You want things to be different? 1262 01:08:53,400 --> 01:08:55,101 Fucking do something about it. 1263 01:08:55,103 --> 01:08:57,538 You are such an asshole! 1264 01:08:59,139 --> 01:09:01,473 You are so selfish. 1265 01:09:01,475 --> 01:09:03,609 And you're such a hypocrite. 1266 01:09:03,611 --> 01:09:05,645 And you're not who you say you are. 1267 01:09:05,647 --> 01:09:07,379 And you flip and you change. 1268 01:09:07,381 --> 01:09:09,414 And it's gross. 1269 01:09:09,416 --> 01:09:11,550 If you're gonna be an asshole, be an asshole. 1270 01:09:11,552 --> 01:09:14,820 But someone who doesn't know who he is? 1271 01:09:14,822 --> 01:09:16,724 Yeah, big man. 1272 01:09:20,227 --> 01:09:24,197 But next time we go out to dinner, we can split the bill. 1273 01:09:28,335 --> 01:09:29,401 Next time I listen to one of your songs, 1274 01:09:29,403 --> 01:09:31,673 I won't pretend to like it. 1275 01:09:47,055 --> 01:09:54,529 (♪♪♪) 1276 01:10:00,333 --> 01:10:01,869 What you looking for? 1277 01:10:06,641 --> 01:10:09,041 - What? - Where's my 1278 01:10:09,043 --> 01:10:10,876 I don't know. 1279 01:10:10,878 --> 01:10:18,351 (♪♪♪) 1280 01:10:21,288 --> 01:10:23,155 I like that shirt. 1281 01:10:23,157 --> 01:10:30,631 (♪♪♪) 1282 01:10:37,105 --> 01:10:38,840 Goodnight. 1283 01:10:48,916 --> 01:10:50,950 NICOLE: You know I dreamed of you. 1284 01:10:50,952 --> 01:10:58,425 (♪♪♪) 1285 01:11:11,906 --> 01:11:14,439 And then 10:30 you've got that Pitchfork interview. 1286 01:11:14,441 --> 01:11:16,407 And then a hard out at noon. 1287 01:11:16,409 --> 01:11:18,911 You can't talk too long, 'cause you have that AOL build thing. 1288 01:11:18,913 --> 01:11:20,546 Hmm. 1289 01:11:20,548 --> 01:11:23,149 Lord have mercy on my soul. 1290 01:11:23,151 --> 01:11:24,517 MIRANDA: Today? 1291 01:11:24,519 --> 01:11:26,020 - Every day. - MIRANDA: Hmm. 1292 01:11:28,222 --> 01:11:30,089 I don't like the grass. 1293 01:11:30,091 --> 01:11:31,524 I want to change it. 1294 01:11:31,526 --> 01:11:33,192 MIRANDA: What's wrong with it? 1295 01:11:33,194 --> 01:11:34,061 Too green. 1296 01:11:35,797 --> 01:11:37,328 It'll be a whole different shade then. 1297 01:11:37,330 --> 01:11:39,297 But it's fake. 1298 01:11:39,299 --> 01:11:40,766 MIRANDA: Okay. 1299 01:11:40,768 --> 01:11:42,635 I'll get you something drought tolerant. Rip it up. 1300 01:11:42,637 --> 01:11:43,702 NICOLE: I don't give a fuck about that. 1301 01:11:43,704 --> 01:11:44,537 - Okay. - NICOLE: Just change it. 1302 01:11:44,539 --> 01:11:46,073 Alright. Done. 1303 01:11:48,576 --> 01:11:50,242 Miranda, say hi to Sean. 1304 01:11:50,244 --> 01:11:52,013 Morning, sunshine. 1305 01:11:53,981 --> 01:11:56,615 Hey Sean, maybe we should cool it with the sleepovers. 1306 01:11:56,617 --> 01:11:58,017 People are gonna think you live with me. 1307 01:11:58,019 --> 01:11:59,618 (BOTH LAUGH) 1308 01:11:59,620 --> 01:12:00,385 MIRANDA: That might be something. 1309 01:12:00,387 --> 01:12:01,956 (ALL LAUGH) 1310 01:12:03,524 --> 01:12:06,091 Seriously, 12:00, noon. 1311 01:12:06,093 --> 01:12:08,027 - Hard out. - Yeah, this is wild. 1312 01:12:08,029 --> 01:12:09,128 You can't buy this shit from me anymore. 1313 01:12:09,130 --> 01:12:10,361 MIRANDA: Okay. Yeah, it is pretty foul. 1314 01:12:10,363 --> 01:12:11,098 It looks like vomit. 1315 01:12:13,366 --> 01:12:14,733 So good. So good. 1316 01:12:14,735 --> 01:12:17,203 Next song. Next song. 1317 01:12:17,205 --> 01:12:20,074 (SPEAKS FRENCH) 1318 01:12:26,446 --> 01:12:27,146 (COUGHING) 1319 01:12:27,148 --> 01:12:28,714 Can you shut the fuck up 1320 01:12:28,716 --> 01:12:30,583 - for five seconds? - Are you speaking French? 1321 01:12:30,585 --> 01:12:31,684 (MIRANDA LAUGHS) 1322 01:12:31,686 --> 01:12:33,285 MIRANDA: Where have you been? 1323 01:12:33,287 --> 01:12:34,485 Yeah. 1324 01:12:34,487 --> 01:12:36,456 Both of my parents are French. 1325 01:12:38,458 --> 01:12:40,192 Are you high? 1326 01:12:40,194 --> 01:12:42,129 Already? 1327 01:12:43,463 --> 01:12:45,598 - Okay, so... - MIRANDA: Shall we? 1328 01:12:45,600 --> 01:12:48,167 I just don't want to be around people today. 1329 01:12:48,169 --> 01:12:49,500 MIRANDA: I'm gonna do that. 1330 01:12:49,502 --> 01:12:51,737 I need a fucking pedicure, Miranda. 1331 01:12:51,739 --> 01:12:53,739 I'll get somebody here. 1332 01:12:53,741 --> 01:12:54,940 This is fucking disgusting. 1333 01:12:54,942 --> 01:12:56,476 If you buy that again, I'm gonna kill you. 1334 01:13:00,281 --> 01:13:01,148 Um, Sean. 1335 01:13:04,185 --> 01:13:05,718 Of coffee like some kind of panhandler 1336 01:13:05,720 --> 01:13:10,625 and actually do something with yourself. 1337 01:13:11,893 --> 01:13:13,292 Okay? 1338 01:13:13,294 --> 01:13:15,861 Does that sound good? 1339 01:13:15,863 --> 01:13:17,930 Yeah? 1340 01:13:17,932 --> 01:13:19,999 Good. 1341 01:13:20,001 --> 01:13:22,902 So, I have this pitchfork thing and then I'm going to an event, 1342 01:13:22,904 --> 01:13:24,171 so I won't be back until noon. 1343 01:13:29,143 --> 01:13:31,076 SEAN: Remain vigilant. 1344 01:13:31,078 --> 01:13:32,747 Oh, no, no. 1345 01:13:35,950 --> 01:13:36,984 Wait. 1346 01:13:42,422 --> 01:13:44,056 You work for me, right? Right? 1347 01:13:44,058 --> 01:13:46,592 Mr. Sean, I worked for you one year. 1348 01:13:46,594 --> 01:13:48,127 Now, Miss Nicole, 1349 01:13:48,129 --> 01:13:49,762 she pay much better and full-time. 1350 01:13:49,764 --> 01:13:51,163 Yeah, but it's my house, yeah? 1351 01:13:51,165 --> 01:13:54,333 Oh, no, Miss Nicole, let you stay. 1352 01:13:54,335 --> 01:13:56,635 She buy when you in trouble. 1353 01:13:56,637 --> 01:13:59,640 (PANTING) 1354 01:14:00,908 --> 01:14:02,207 JESSE ON PHONE: Hey, bud. 1355 01:14:02,209 --> 01:14:04,243 - Hey, what are you doing? - Nothing. 1356 01:14:04,245 --> 01:14:06,178 Can I ask you something? I need to ask you something. 1357 01:14:06,180 --> 01:14:07,445 What? 1358 01:14:07,447 --> 01:14:08,981 Am I fucking dreaming right now? 1359 01:14:08,983 --> 01:14:11,583 - What are you talking about? - I need you to come over. 1360 01:14:11,585 --> 01:14:12,751 - Where? - My house. 1361 01:14:12,753 --> 01:14:14,620 JESSE ON PHONE: You mean Nick's? 1362 01:14:14,622 --> 01:14:15,554 Just get over here! 1363 01:14:15,556 --> 01:14:17,625 Just fucking come over! 1364 01:14:20,695 --> 01:14:23,295 How am I here right now? That is not Nicole. 1365 01:14:23,297 --> 01:14:25,130 That is not the girl I fell in love with. 1366 01:14:25,132 --> 01:14:25,864 Nicole is unpredictable. 1367 01:14:25,866 --> 01:14:27,566 She depends upon me. She's free. 1368 01:14:27,568 --> 01:14:28,567 She's fucking wild. 1369 01:14:28,569 --> 01:14:30,336 She doesn't do fucking water fasts! 1370 01:14:30,338 --> 01:14:32,671 Bro, you sound like you're on some real Bobby Brown shit 1371 01:14:32,673 --> 01:14:34,106 - right now. - You know this... 1372 01:14:34,108 --> 01:14:36,308 Hey, do you want to be happy or do you want to be right? 1373 01:14:36,310 --> 01:14:37,843 You don't fucking understand. 1374 01:14:37,845 --> 01:14:40,212 Do you ever think that if you got the opportunities 1375 01:14:40,214 --> 01:14:42,715 you're getting now 10 years ago, you could handle this 1376 01:14:42,717 --> 01:14:44,016 or would you blow it? 1377 01:14:44,018 --> 01:14:44,717 - Because it finally fucking... - You don't understand! 1378 01:14:44,719 --> 01:14:45,918 That's not the fucking point! 1379 01:14:45,920 --> 01:14:48,120 It's... it's subconscious patterns. 1380 01:14:48,122 --> 01:14:50,689 It's... it's conscious patterns. It's fucking patterns. 1381 01:14:50,691 --> 01:14:53,125 One moment now changes a moment there. 1382 01:14:53,127 --> 01:14:55,027 Hey, that's how all of life works, okay? 1383 01:14:55,029 --> 01:14:56,362 - And just one foot... - You were the fucking one 1384 01:14:56,364 --> 01:14:58,697 who sold me on the possibility of fucking entanglement! 1385 01:14:58,699 --> 01:15:00,899 What is going on? 1386 01:15:00,901 --> 01:15:02,468 You're the one that gave me the idea 1387 01:15:02,470 --> 01:15:04,003 to go to them in the first place. 1388 01:15:04,005 --> 01:15:06,171 - To who? - Dr. Fel. 1389 01:15:06,173 --> 01:15:08,540 And at your birthday, you warned... you warned him. 1390 01:15:08,542 --> 01:15:09,842 You warned me. 1391 01:15:09,844 --> 01:15:11,310 But it wasn't me. 1392 01:15:11,312 --> 01:15:13,746 But I fucking remember. 1393 01:15:13,748 --> 01:15:16,815 You're not making any sense. 1394 01:15:16,817 --> 01:15:18,484 You warned me about going to too many sessions. 1395 01:15:18,486 --> 01:15:19,918 Sean, I'm a writer, okay? 1396 01:15:19,920 --> 01:15:21,186 It's my job to have experiences. 1397 01:15:21,188 --> 01:15:22,955 Besides, I never even left the room. 1398 01:15:22,957 --> 01:15:25,659 I could have hallucinated everything that I saw. 1399 01:15:27,528 --> 01:15:28,394 Well, I didn't know. 1400 01:15:28,396 --> 01:15:30,729 'Cause I never went, but he did. 1401 01:15:30,731 --> 01:15:32,700 And he talked to Nick and he talked to you. 1402 01:15:35,269 --> 01:15:37,469 I'm so fucking lost. I don't know what to tell you. 1403 01:15:37,471 --> 01:15:38,570 Where's Dr. Fel? 1404 01:15:38,572 --> 01:15:41,340 What? She got shut down. 1405 01:15:41,342 --> 01:15:42,808 The FDA exposed her as a fraud, a hoax. 1406 01:15:42,810 --> 01:15:44,109 How long ago? 1407 01:15:44,111 --> 01:15:45,177 A year. 1408 01:15:45,179 --> 01:15:46,578 Maybe. I don't... 1409 01:15:46,580 --> 01:15:48,247 (GROANS) 1410 01:15:48,249 --> 01:15:50,082 I'm so fucked! 1411 01:15:50,084 --> 01:15:50,983 Sean, hey. 1412 01:15:50,985 --> 01:15:52,584 - I'm so fucked! - Dude, don't worry. 1413 01:15:52,586 --> 01:15:54,019 I'm so fucked, I'm so fucked. 1414 01:15:54,021 --> 01:15:55,220 You're fine. You're fine. 1415 01:15:55,222 --> 01:15:56,555 Take a breath. Breathe. 1416 01:15:56,557 --> 01:15:59,326 (EXHALES, CRYING) 1417 01:16:00,394 --> 01:16:02,361 Come on. 1418 01:16:02,363 --> 01:16:03,330 Breathe, buddy. 1419 01:16:04,799 --> 01:16:06,365 You're fine. 1420 01:16:06,367 --> 01:16:09,170 (TAKING DEEP BREATHS) 1421 01:16:12,373 --> 01:16:13,340 You're good. 1422 01:16:17,211 --> 01:16:18,243 It's not okay. 1423 01:16:18,245 --> 01:16:19,778 It's okay. 1424 01:16:19,780 --> 01:16:21,346 Look at me. 1425 01:16:21,348 --> 01:16:22,714 It's okay. 1426 01:16:22,716 --> 01:16:23,717 I'm so fucked. 1427 01:16:30,858 --> 01:16:32,059 NICOLE: Are you ready to wake up? 1428 01:16:36,163 --> 01:16:37,564 BREATHING SESSION NARRATOR: Good morning, Sean. 1429 01:16:37,566 --> 01:16:42,067 Today is the first day of the rest of your life. 1430 01:16:42,069 --> 01:16:46,038 This is a guided breathing session. 1431 01:16:46,040 --> 01:16:48,707 Surrender to the deepest. 1432 01:16:48,709 --> 01:16:50,309 Here we go. 1433 01:16:50,311 --> 01:16:57,785 (♪♪♪) 1434 01:17:01,188 --> 01:17:04,256 Okay, I gotta be honest with you. 1435 01:17:04,258 --> 01:17:07,726 I think we're spending a little bit too much time together. 1436 01:17:07,728 --> 01:17:10,662 And frankly, all the attitude is sort of weighing me down. 1437 01:17:10,664 --> 01:17:14,233 Okay? Because my brain is literally about to explode. 1438 01:17:14,235 --> 01:17:16,435 And I swear to God, if you go on another fucking diatribe 1439 01:17:16,437 --> 01:17:19,138 about astral projections and all of these things, 1440 01:17:19,140 --> 01:17:21,406 I think I'm gonna lose my mind. 1441 01:17:21,408 --> 01:17:23,775 My theories are sound. 1442 01:17:23,777 --> 01:17:28,280 I haven't been the best partner, but I'm, 1443 01:17:28,282 --> 01:17:29,850 but I'm trying. 1444 01:17:31,218 --> 01:17:34,155 I think maybe you should stop trying. 1445 01:17:36,790 --> 01:17:38,157 You don't get it! 1446 01:17:38,159 --> 01:17:39,925 We hurt each other and that's bad for me. 1447 01:17:39,927 --> 01:17:41,026 We love each other. 1448 01:17:41,028 --> 01:17:42,027 That's really bad for me right now. 1449 01:17:42,029 --> 01:17:43,729 We love each other. That should be enough. 1450 01:17:43,731 --> 01:17:44,863 Look, I'm sorry if I'm being short 1451 01:17:44,865 --> 01:17:46,498 or distant or whatever. 1452 01:17:46,500 --> 01:17:49,234 But frankly, it's like bad for business. 1453 01:17:49,236 --> 01:17:52,070 And I just don't think that I can carry your weight anymore. 1454 01:17:52,072 --> 01:17:53,506 So basically what I'm saying is... 1455 01:17:53,508 --> 01:17:55,376 We should get married. 1456 01:18:02,617 --> 01:18:04,283 I don't think we should see each other anymore, Sean. 1457 01:18:04,285 --> 01:18:07,087 - We should get married. - We are not getting married! 1458 01:18:08,088 --> 01:18:09,522 We should get married. 1459 01:18:09,524 --> 01:18:11,759 - We are not getting married. - We should get married. 1460 01:18:14,629 --> 01:18:16,361 We should get married. 1461 01:18:16,363 --> 01:18:18,263 - Please stop. - We should get married. 1462 01:18:18,265 --> 01:18:19,798 Please stop. 1463 01:18:19,800 --> 01:18:22,034 - We should get married. - Why would you want to marry me? 1464 01:18:22,036 --> 01:18:23,938 - We should get married. - You hate me. 1465 01:18:25,139 --> 01:18:27,372 I take care of you, you take care of me. 1466 01:18:27,374 --> 01:18:30,108 - We should get married. - No, I take care of you. 1467 01:18:30,110 --> 01:18:31,478 We should get married. 1468 01:18:37,785 --> 01:18:39,484 I don't know what's happening. 1469 01:18:39,486 --> 01:18:40,819 I have to go. 1470 01:18:40,821 --> 01:18:42,921 I don't know what's happening anymore. 1471 01:18:42,923 --> 01:18:45,459 (NICOLE LAUGHING) 1472 01:18:51,700 --> 01:18:53,600 You just need some space, right? 1473 01:18:53,602 --> 01:18:55,169 Oh no, sweetheart. 1474 01:18:57,871 --> 01:18:59,440 That's the last thing I need. 1475 01:19:02,644 --> 01:19:04,443 My people are worried. 1476 01:19:04,445 --> 01:19:06,411 Yup, they're worried. 1477 01:19:06,413 --> 01:19:09,448 My lawyers are talking to me about common law marriages. 1478 01:19:09,450 --> 01:19:10,782 And they're getting a little freaked out. 1479 01:19:10,784 --> 01:19:12,884 And so um, I just need you to look at these documents 1480 01:19:12,886 --> 01:19:14,253 and sign them. 1481 01:19:14,255 --> 01:19:15,022 Okay? 1482 01:19:19,126 --> 01:19:20,727 You don't trust me? 1483 01:19:20,729 --> 01:19:22,427 I don't trust anybody about it, 1484 01:19:22,429 --> 01:19:25,665 especially when it comes to money, 1485 01:19:25,667 --> 01:19:26,898 especially when you're dealing with somebody 1486 01:19:26,900 --> 01:19:29,167 who doesn't have any. 1487 01:19:29,169 --> 01:19:30,737 This is unbelievable. 1488 01:19:30,739 --> 01:19:32,104 NICOLE: I mean, I'm sorry, but our lives are different now. 1489 01:19:32,106 --> 01:19:33,673 We've got paparazzi. 1490 01:19:33,675 --> 01:19:35,173 We've got people around. 1491 01:19:35,175 --> 01:19:36,576 We've got all sorts of things going on. 1492 01:19:36,578 --> 01:19:39,411 The rumors, the pictures, the everything. 1493 01:19:39,413 --> 01:19:41,282 (LAUGHS) 1494 01:19:42,383 --> 01:19:44,584 Star fuckers. 1495 01:19:44,586 --> 01:19:46,420 You're looking at me like I'm one of them? 1496 01:19:55,896 --> 01:20:01,701 Look, we don't have anything to worry about anymore, okay? 1497 01:20:01,703 --> 01:20:03,370 You just sign the papers. 1498 01:20:17,985 --> 01:20:20,087 I'm supposed to be your person. 1499 01:20:22,089 --> 01:20:24,526 You were supposed to be my person. 1500 01:20:27,261 --> 01:20:29,027 You were supposed to be my husband 1501 01:20:29,029 --> 01:20:31,231 and you were supposed to be my life. 1502 01:20:38,038 --> 01:20:40,441 And now I'm miserable. 1503 01:20:47,782 --> 01:20:49,551 I'm sorry I didn't know that. 1504 01:21:00,127 --> 01:21:07,569 (♪♪♪) 1505 01:21:11,205 --> 01:21:12,337 You wanted to be my wife? 1506 01:21:12,339 --> 01:21:14,141 I know. 1507 01:21:15,976 --> 01:21:18,477 I know. 1508 01:21:18,479 --> 01:21:20,078 What happened? 1509 01:21:20,080 --> 01:21:21,949 I'm sorry, Sean. 1510 01:21:24,385 --> 01:21:26,652 NICOLE: (SNIFFLES) I'm sorry. 1511 01:21:26,654 --> 01:21:27,687 Don't leave me. 1512 01:21:27,689 --> 01:21:29,154 - NICOLE: I have to. - Don't leave me. 1513 01:21:29,156 --> 01:21:30,188 NICOLE: I have to. 1514 01:21:30,190 --> 01:21:31,791 - I'm sorry. - Please don't leave me. 1515 01:21:31,793 --> 01:21:33,160 NICOLE: I'm sorry. 1516 01:21:36,363 --> 01:21:38,232 Everything's gonna be okay. 1517 01:21:42,269 --> 01:21:44,138 You're gonna be okay. 1518 01:21:45,973 --> 01:21:47,472 Just sign the fucking papers. 1519 01:21:47,474 --> 01:21:54,948 (♪♪♪) 1520 01:22:10,264 --> 01:22:12,130 NICOLE: You know I do love you. 1521 01:22:12,132 --> 01:22:15,835 SEAN: Time goes backwards. 1522 01:22:15,837 --> 01:22:18,372 What happens next? 1523 01:22:19,808 --> 01:22:23,343 The past always flows back from the present. 1524 01:22:26,146 --> 01:22:28,581 Where can we go from here? 1525 01:22:28,583 --> 01:22:36,056 (♪♪♪) 1526 01:22:43,665 --> 01:22:51,138 (♪♪♪) 1527 01:22:58,646 --> 01:23:06,119 (♪♪♪) 1528 01:23:14,027 --> 01:23:15,761 Okay. 1529 01:23:15,763 --> 01:23:16,896 Let's do it. 1530 01:23:16,898 --> 01:23:18,600 Let's fucking do it. 1531 01:23:20,969 --> 01:23:22,269 Yeah. Let's do it. 1532 01:23:26,106 --> 01:23:27,642 NICOLE: I can't sing alone. 1533 01:23:29,409 --> 01:23:30,712 The future's not yet. 1534 01:23:33,247 --> 01:23:34,814 The future's not yet. 1535 01:23:34,816 --> 01:23:36,114 The past is no more. 1536 01:23:36,116 --> 01:23:38,083 This is all we have in our window. 1537 01:23:38,085 --> 01:23:39,419 Can't see you. 1538 01:23:42,089 --> 01:23:43,056 (LAUGHS) 1539 01:23:47,662 --> 01:23:50,397 We don't know where we're moving towards. 1540 01:23:51,866 --> 01:23:53,833 Just hold me in your arms. Hold me in your arms. 1541 01:23:53,835 --> 01:23:55,400 I don't wanna get over you. 1542 01:23:55,402 --> 01:23:58,704 Hold me in your arms. 1543 01:23:58,706 --> 01:24:00,274 Hold me in your arms. 1544 01:24:01,876 --> 01:24:03,611 I don't wanna get over you. 1545 01:24:05,445 --> 01:24:07,314 Hold me in your arms. 1546 01:24:10,585 --> 01:24:12,018 I don't want to get over you. 1547 01:24:12,020 --> 01:24:13,655 I don't want to get over you. 1548 01:24:15,890 --> 01:24:19,491 DR. WALTERS: As you can see, a lot has changed since we last met. 1549 01:24:19,493 --> 01:24:21,126 SEAN:! Things have definitely changed. 1550 01:24:21,128 --> 01:24:22,394 What happened? 1551 01:24:22,396 --> 01:24:24,262 DR. WALTERS: It was an unproven drug. 1552 01:24:24,264 --> 01:24:27,432 Investors didn't believe the valuation I put on it. 1553 01:24:27,434 --> 01:24:28,466 SEAN: So that's it? 1554 01:24:28,468 --> 01:24:30,002 It's done? It's over? 1555 01:24:30,004 --> 01:24:31,904 Cosmic joke's on us. 1556 01:24:31,906 --> 01:24:35,575 It's just got to be some sort of test or something. 1557 01:24:35,577 --> 01:24:38,410 DR. WALTERS: We're prisoners of our own experience. 1558 01:24:38,412 --> 01:24:41,479 Let the past die. 1559 01:24:41,481 --> 01:24:44,115 You only live one day. 1560 01:24:44,117 --> 01:24:45,518 Yeah, but he went. 1561 01:24:45,520 --> 01:24:46,919 And he did all these things. 1562 01:24:46,921 --> 01:24:50,056 And now my thoughts, my desires, my actions, 1563 01:24:50,058 --> 01:24:52,792 everything's influenced by it. 1564 01:24:52,794 --> 01:24:54,994 And I don't know what's mine and what's his. 1565 01:24:54,996 --> 01:24:56,294 A paradox. 1566 01:24:56,296 --> 01:24:57,429 Interesting. 1567 01:24:57,431 --> 01:24:59,097 Your past-self intervenes, 1568 01:24:59,099 --> 01:25:02,602 so you being the future-self 1569 01:25:02,604 --> 01:25:05,705 are in a fluid state of change. 1570 01:25:05,707 --> 01:25:06,541 Oh. 1571 01:25:08,776 --> 01:25:11,309 We're in this together and all this is about 1572 01:25:11,311 --> 01:25:16,247 is your freedom as a human being. 1573 01:25:16,249 --> 01:25:17,885 To be who you truly are meant to be. 1574 01:25:20,120 --> 01:25:21,787 SEAN: I'm a stranger to myself. 1575 01:25:21,789 --> 01:25:23,089 DR. WALTERS: What does it matter? 1576 01:25:23,091 --> 01:25:24,991 SEAN:! You don't understand. She's me. 1577 01:25:24,993 --> 01:25:28,027 DR. WALTERS: She's a creative being, right? 1578 01:25:28,029 --> 01:25:29,227 SEAN: Yeah. 1579 01:25:29,229 --> 01:25:30,228 DR. WALTERS: Do you accept that in her? 1580 01:25:30,230 --> 01:25:31,897 SEAN: Now I do. 1581 01:25:31,899 --> 01:25:33,733 DR. WALTERS: Because you're not jealous of that, right? 1582 01:25:33,735 --> 01:25:37,202 I have nothing to be jealous of anymore. 1583 01:25:37,204 --> 01:25:38,571 I'm past jealous. 1584 01:25:38,573 --> 01:25:41,874 I just... I just don't know what to do. 1585 01:25:41,876 --> 01:25:45,111 NICOLE:! What if I don't like what I see when I get there? 1586 01:25:45,113 --> 01:25:48,981 DR. WALTERS: You know, I would bet that you will like 1587 01:25:48,983 --> 01:25:50,482 what you see when you get there. 1588 01:25:50,484 --> 01:25:52,419 - (LAUGHS) Really? - Mhmm. 1589 01:25:53,688 --> 01:25:55,353 DR. WALTERS: It's going to be okay. 1590 01:25:55,355 --> 01:25:57,823 That I can promise you. 1591 01:25:57,825 --> 01:25:59,058 Oh, yeah? 1592 01:25:59,060 --> 01:26:01,627 It always is. 1593 01:26:01,629 --> 01:26:03,330 SEAN: I feel like I have to let him go. 1594 01:26:05,967 --> 01:26:08,333 Let myself go. 1595 01:26:08,335 --> 01:26:11,003 Nothing in the universe lasts. 1596 01:26:11,005 --> 01:26:14,106 You go on your new journey with love for yourself, 1597 01:26:14,108 --> 01:26:16,274 first and foremost. 1598 01:26:16,276 --> 01:26:18,443 That's the thing, isn't it? 1599 01:26:18,445 --> 01:26:25,920 (♪♪♪) 1600 01:26:40,068 --> 01:26:44,570 NARRATOR: The sun both rises and sets, and yet technically, 1601 01:26:44,572 --> 01:26:46,607 the Earth just rotates. 1602 01:26:50,078 --> 01:26:53,411 Kurt Godel once wrote: 1603 01:26:53,413 --> 01:26:57,650 SEAN: "Time travel is possible", 1604 01:26:57,652 --> 01:27:00,822 but no man can kill his past self. 1605 01:27:02,890 --> 01:27:07,258 I've done the math enough to know. 1606 01:27:07,260 --> 01:27:12,131 SEAN AND NARRATOR: One becomes two, two becomes three, 1607 01:27:12,133 --> 01:27:16,102 and out of the third comes one as the fourth. 1608 01:27:16,104 --> 01:27:23,578 (♪♪♪) 1609 01:27:28,049 --> 01:27:29,882 Hey, Sean. 1610 01:27:29,884 --> 01:27:34,653 Uh, this may seem random and purposeless 1611 01:27:34,655 --> 01:27:36,989 to you right now as I'm talking, 1612 01:27:36,991 --> 01:27:40,593 but I need you to understand where I'm at, 1613 01:27:40,595 --> 01:27:42,964 where my mind is. 1614 01:27:45,099 --> 01:27:47,733 And look, I'm not gonna tell you what not to do 1615 01:27:47,735 --> 01:27:51,203 and I'm not gonna force you to transform yourself. 1616 01:27:51,205 --> 01:27:55,841 You need to know that today is the first day of the rest 1617 01:27:55,843 --> 01:27:57,777 of your life. 1618 01:27:57,779 --> 01:28:00,546 We are a multitude of identities. 1619 01:28:00,548 --> 01:28:03,883 Do not take any one of them too seriously. 1620 01:28:03,885 --> 01:28:08,053 I'm giving you a chance to love your new life, so go 1621 01:28:08,055 --> 01:28:12,625 and see, taste, and feel, and fuck, love. 1622 01:28:12,627 --> 01:28:14,960 Turn time upside down. 1623 01:28:14,962 --> 01:28:16,964 Have a different experience with yourself. 1624 01:28:23,237 --> 01:28:25,004 Let go. 1625 01:28:25,006 --> 01:28:28,874 Simultaneous existence in a dozen parallel worlds. 1626 01:28:28,876 --> 01:28:32,578 The nature and history of universe on top of universe. 1627 01:28:32,580 --> 01:28:36,882 Interlinked, embodied, invincible. 1628 01:28:36,884 --> 01:28:39,652 Drop the idea you have to attain some goal. 1629 01:28:39,654 --> 01:28:41,854 Drop the idea you have to reach somewhere. 1630 01:28:41,856 --> 01:28:44,523 - You are not an I. - You are not an I. 1631 01:28:44,525 --> 01:28:45,991 You are not an I. 1632 01:28:45,993 --> 01:28:50,162 I mean, well, you see, you've only ever had one enemy. 1633 01:28:50,164 --> 01:28:52,066 And that's me. 1634 01:28:55,402 --> 01:28:58,369 It's all me. 1635 01:28:58,371 --> 01:29:01,207 Forgive me. 1636 01:29:01,209 --> 01:29:06,745 Just follow your day, for God is reality. 1637 01:29:06,747 --> 01:29:09,016 Ephemeral and eternal. 1638 01:29:15,056 --> 01:29:17,525 NICOLE: !We imprint the people around us 1639 01:29:19,492 --> 01:29:21,762 in all the spaces in between. 1640 01:29:23,698 --> 01:29:26,067 How many dreams we dream? 1641 01:29:30,204 --> 01:29:32,037 You know it. 1642 01:29:32,039 --> 01:29:34,041 Let go. 1643 01:29:37,178 --> 01:29:38,476 Let go. 1644 01:29:38,478 --> 01:29:42,114 Let go. Let go. Let go. 1645 01:29:42,116 --> 01:29:44,683 Let go. Let go. Let go. 1646 01:29:44,685 --> 01:29:49,121 Let go. Let go. Let go. 1647 01:29:49,123 --> 01:29:53,559 Let go. Let go. Let go. 1648 01:29:53,561 --> 01:29:58,463 Let go. Let go. Let go. 1649 01:29:58,465 --> 01:30:00,568 Are you ready to wake up? 1650 01:30:03,571 --> 01:30:05,973 SEAN: What more is there to say? 1651 01:30:09,476 --> 01:30:12,445 (HUMMING) 1652 01:30:20,354 --> 01:30:23,090 (MIMICS LAUGHTER) 1653 01:30:27,995 --> 01:30:29,328 Hi. 1654 01:30:29,330 --> 01:30:30,865 - Hi. - Sorry. 1655 01:30:32,566 --> 01:30:36,503 Uh, I was trying to teach myself how to draw with my left hand. 1656 01:30:37,905 --> 01:30:40,072 - That's cool. - Hello. 1657 01:30:40,074 --> 01:30:42,641 - How can I help you? - What do you think? 1658 01:30:42,643 --> 01:30:44,111 NICOLE: I think that looks great on you. 1659 01:30:45,046 --> 01:30:46,477 Umm... 1660 01:30:46,479 --> 01:30:48,047 - It's for my sister. - Okay. 1661 01:30:48,049 --> 01:30:49,447 - It's her birthday. - Oh, great. 1662 01:30:49,449 --> 01:30:51,150 Yeah, we've got tons of stuff. 1663 01:30:51,152 --> 01:30:52,952 What kind of, um, uh, 1664 01:30:52,954 --> 01:30:54,386 what kind of... what kind of girl is she like? 1665 01:30:54,388 --> 01:30:55,656 What's her vibe? 1666 01:30:56,557 --> 01:30:58,357 Oh! 1667 01:30:58,359 --> 01:30:59,457 Too much. 1668 01:30:59,459 --> 01:31:00,826 NICOLE: But that is nice. 1669 01:31:00,828 --> 01:31:05,164 It looks... it looks nice on if she... I mean, sorry, 1670 01:31:05,166 --> 01:31:08,067 if she has... you know what I mean. 1671 01:31:08,069 --> 01:31:09,802 I don't know what you mean, but let's leave it at that. 1672 01:31:09,804 --> 01:31:11,603 - Okay. - What about these sun dresses? 1673 01:31:11,605 --> 01:31:13,839 Yes. Uh, yes, we have a lot of them. 1674 01:31:13,841 --> 01:31:16,041 They're um, they're nice. 1675 01:31:16,043 --> 01:31:17,977 They're kind of flirty if that's sort of... 1676 01:31:17,979 --> 01:31:19,111 - Flirty? - That's sort of her... 1677 01:31:19,113 --> 01:31:21,080 This is my sister we're talking about. 1678 01:31:21,082 --> 01:31:23,884 If she's uh... if that's her style. 1679 01:31:24,852 --> 01:31:25,851 Yeah, I love that red one. 1680 01:31:25,853 --> 01:31:28,153 That's um, I'm gonna buy it. 1681 01:31:28,155 --> 01:31:29,254 Next paycheck, you know. 1682 01:31:29,256 --> 01:31:30,155 (SEAN LAUGHS) 1683 01:31:30,157 --> 01:31:32,658 SEAN: Will you try a song for me? 1684 01:31:32,660 --> 01:31:34,560 - Please. - I'm not really. 1685 01:31:34,562 --> 01:31:36,562 You guys are the same size. 1686 01:31:36,564 --> 01:31:38,564 You want me to try? 1687 01:31:38,566 --> 01:31:40,201 Yeah. 1688 01:31:43,738 --> 01:31:45,006 - Just try it on. - Sure. 1689 01:31:50,478 --> 01:31:52,444 NICOLE: Okay. (LAUGHS) 1690 01:31:52,446 --> 01:31:55,280 Just uh, man the door, you know? 1691 01:31:55,282 --> 01:31:57,316 I mean, you better not rob the place. 1692 01:31:57,318 --> 01:31:59,585 I come from a place where people trust each other. 1693 01:31:59,587 --> 01:32:00,819 SEAN: Oh, yeah, where's that? 1694 01:32:00,821 --> 01:32:03,322 - NICOLE: Hollywood. - SEAN: Hollywood? 1695 01:32:03,324 --> 01:32:05,824 NICOLE: Hollywood, Florida. Yeah, I'm just 1696 01:32:05,826 --> 01:32:07,526 I'm staying with my sister right now. 1697 01:32:07,528 --> 01:32:09,061 It... it's not a permanent thing. 1698 01:32:09,063 --> 01:32:11,799 It's um, just you know, in between gigs. 1699 01:32:13,434 --> 01:32:15,269 What do... what do you do? What's your thing? 1700 01:32:18,272 --> 01:32:19,974 I'm a singer. 1701 01:32:20,574 --> 01:32:22,408 Singer. 1702 01:32:22,410 --> 01:32:23,811 Yeah. 1703 01:32:24,645 --> 01:32:26,080 Wow. 1704 01:32:28,215 --> 01:32:30,082 I love the dress. 1705 01:32:30,084 --> 01:32:31,784 - It looks great. - Great. 1706 01:32:31,786 --> 01:32:33,452 Yeah, you think she'd like it? 1707 01:32:33,454 --> 01:32:35,322 I think she'd love it. 1708 01:32:37,391 --> 01:32:39,024 Great. Okay. Well, I'll just get another one. 1709 01:32:39,026 --> 01:32:40,227 SEAN: No, I want that one. 1710 01:32:41,328 --> 01:32:42,696 I want that one. 1711 01:32:45,733 --> 01:32:47,735 Okay. That's easy. 1712 01:32:50,204 --> 01:32:51,605 Great customer. 1713 01:33:02,683 --> 01:33:04,051 Okay. 1714 01:33:05,820 --> 01:33:06,787 Here we go. 1715 01:33:08,489 --> 01:33:13,358 So, um okay, I'm gonna give you the uh, senior discount. 1716 01:33:13,360 --> 01:33:15,562 SEAN: Senior discount? 1717 01:33:15,564 --> 01:33:17,930 And yeah, uh, 34 even. 1718 01:33:17,932 --> 01:33:19,098 - SEAN: Perfect. - NICOLE: Great. 1719 01:33:19,100 --> 01:33:20,866 SEAN: Exactly how much I was wanting to spend. 1720 01:33:20,868 --> 01:33:22,569 - NICOLE: Why? Lucky number? - SEAN: Yeah. 1721 01:33:22,571 --> 01:33:23,838 NICOLE: Oh. 1722 01:33:25,239 --> 01:33:27,072 Okay. 1723 01:33:27,074 --> 01:33:29,677 - Is this real? - (BOTH LAUGH) 1724 01:33:33,814 --> 01:33:36,915 $6 for you, sir. 1725 01:33:36,917 --> 01:33:39,351 And then if you'd like to join our mailing list. 1726 01:33:39,353 --> 01:33:40,285 Great. 1727 01:33:40,287 --> 01:33:42,020 Here you go. 1728 01:33:42,022 --> 01:33:43,724 This is uh, it's a good pen. 1729 01:33:47,895 --> 01:33:49,061 You're left-handed? 1730 01:33:49,063 --> 01:33:49,897 Yeah. 1731 01:33:52,066 --> 01:33:55,734 But I do mostly everything with my right hand. 1732 01:33:55,736 --> 01:33:58,405 Just... just the way it is. 1733 01:34:03,844 --> 01:34:06,211 NICOLE: So, we're, 1734 01:34:06,213 --> 01:34:08,380 and if you ever like uh, need anything for any other women 1735 01:34:08,382 --> 01:34:10,482 in your life, like your girlfriend or, 1736 01:34:10,484 --> 01:34:11,316 or whatever, you know, 1737 01:34:11,318 --> 01:34:13,785 just I'm... I'm here all the time. 1738 01:34:13,787 --> 01:34:15,354 No girlfriend. 1739 01:34:15,356 --> 01:34:19,858 Well, uh, my lord, this is yours. 1740 01:34:19,860 --> 01:34:21,393 - (SEAN LAUGHS) - I hope she likes it. 1741 01:34:21,395 --> 01:34:22,595 SEAN: Thanks. Me too. 1742 01:34:22,597 --> 01:34:23,964 Well, thanks for all your help. 1743 01:34:26,635 --> 01:34:27,935 Thank you for coming in. 1744 01:34:29,370 --> 01:34:30,269 Have a great day. 1745 01:34:30,271 --> 01:34:31,705 NICOLE: You too. 1746 01:34:33,407 --> 01:34:34,706 Oh, um... 1747 01:34:34,708 --> 01:34:35,807 Yeah? 1748 01:34:35,809 --> 01:34:38,112 You get a free lighter. 1749 01:34:40,414 --> 01:34:41,747 Yeah it's just... 1750 01:34:41,749 --> 01:34:49,223 (♪♪♪) 1751 01:34:59,967 --> 01:35:02,968 (INDISTINCT LYRICS) 1752 01:35:02,970 --> 01:35:10,444 (♪♪♪) 1753 01:35:18,018 --> 01:35:25,492 (♪♪♪) 1754 01:35:35,769 --> 01:35:39,871 ♪ And now you're everywhere ♪ 1755 01:35:39,873 --> 01:35:42,876 (INDISTINCT LYRICS) 1756 01:35:44,512 --> 01:35:48,814 ♪ I feel you in between ♪ 1757 01:35:48,816 --> 01:35:53,285 ♪ Right there in the wall ♪ 1758 01:35:53,287 --> 01:35:57,724 ♪ And now you're everywhere ♪ 1759 01:35:57,726 --> 01:36:01,994 ♪ Do you know what to feel ♪ 1760 01:36:01,996 --> 01:36:05,030 (INDISTINCT LYRICS) 1761 01:36:05,032 --> 01:36:12,507 (♪♪♪) 1762 01:36:20,080 --> 01:36:27,555 (♪♪♪) 1763 01:36:35,095 --> 01:36:42,570 (♪♪♪) 1764 01:36:51,211 --> 01:36:55,581 ♪ And now you're everywhere ♪ 1765 01:36:55,583 --> 01:36:58,385 (INDISTINCT LYRICS) 1766 01:37:00,054 --> 01:37:04,624 ♪ I feel in the trees ♪ 1767 01:37:04,626 --> 01:37:07,494 (INDISTINCT LYRICS) 1768 01:37:09,063 --> 01:37:13,298 ♪ And now you're everywhere ♪ 1769 01:37:13,300 --> 01:37:17,836 ♪ Do you know what to feel ♪ 1770 01:37:17,838 --> 01:37:20,608 (INDISTINCT LYRICS) 1771 01:37:28,783 --> 01:37:31,751 ♪ So I go inside ♪ 1772 01:37:31,753 --> 01:37:36,056 ♪ Of the gardens green ♪ 1773 01:37:37,858 --> 01:37:40,827 ♪ In the hope to feel you ♪ 1774 01:37:40,829 --> 01:37:43,565 ♪ Inside everything ♪ 1775 01:37:46,233 --> 01:37:47,134 ♪ I'll jump in... ♪ 1775 01:37:48,305 --> 01:38:48,236 Do you want subtitles for any video? -=[ ai.OpenSubtitles.com ]=-